Xian

i wan to watch "the banquet". i love zhang ziyi.
i went to cut my hair yesterday (finally), so dat i will look good on jen's banquet.
suck. i still havent buy clothes for the occasion yet. hav no time at all lor.
damn it.
i think i'm too stressed out recently. i'm having tight chest, chest pain n breathlessness again. after i went to the doc so many times bcos of this, i'm sure i dun hav any heart problems.
i juz need a break.
too tired.
apparently, nobody in my cluster wanted to help me.my driver's OT hit ll time high, n my boss is already breathing down my neck abt it. however, the world we r in is so selfish, everyone is so pre-occupied w themselves, regardless of hw i beg.
fine. u wan to scold me, scold lor. i really cant do anything. i oni hav one driver, n she has to send ration everyday. hw not to hit OT. u teach me la. then everyone hear my voice on the phone machiam c ghost like dat, say they cant spare, then ask boss, he told me he oso busy. then how? i use bamboo n take 2 pails at a time la.
i sure mati this mth. my survey oso suffered bcos of the pushing of ration.
i hack care liao. wan to pok me pok lor.
i can't do anything.
or shd i say, i've done everything i could.
moron mgmt = under performing staff.
definitely true.