Xmas mood????/New girl in the league

Xmas Mood????

i hav absolutely no mood today.
dun ask me y.

i oso duno.

yes, i noe, i'm going to tw tmr.

but i'm nt excited already.

duno y.

dun ask me.

i'm in a grouchy mood today.

blah.

anyway, to all those frens, darlings out there, i wish u a merry xmas n a happy new yr in advance.

will meet up w u all when i get back.

New Girl in the League

was watching scv (康熙来了) last nite n saw this tw model on tv.

she is one of the latest batch of model in 凯渥.

her name, 隋堂.

i was telling my bro, i need to change the ratings in my "top 5" liao.

yes, i am this fickle.

cai shu zhen is totally out of my league, n xu wei lun n zhang ziyi will b demoted to 5th n 4th respectively.

隋堂 will b the 3rd, behind vivian hsu n my repectable lin chi lin.

no need to ask me y. c for urself.

isn't she gorgeous???

i love the way she smile, she look, her collar bone, so so so pretty n classy, w all the necessary qualities of an attractive woman.

she is close to overtaking vivian hsu in my heart.

v close.

let me c her in taiwan, then i will put her on top.

erm, behind chi lin dat is.

chi lin is still the goddess in my heart.

no, no one will replace her.

hee......

aiyo, she is so cute la.

love her.

Singaporeans have no class

i noe it's holidays.
it doesnt mean that we can stop behaving.
i'm utterly disgusted by hw singaporeans act in public.
like a sch on holidays.
no class.
y i say dat? let me share wat happened to me n my family over the past few days.
i went to watch the curse of the golden flower last nite.
it was a good show. v sad indeed.
but the atmosphere in the theatre was totally spoilt by ugly singaporeans.
the movie was a quiet one, so u can even hear the auntie beside u breathing.
nt dat u cant breathe. u can. but.........
i muz say dat some singaporeans eat like pigs. the munching of pop-corns did nt stop till the last scene, n its nt even funny.
it was so so so distracting.
fine. u hav the freedom to eat in the theatre.
but
those morons started toking loudly. nt abt the show. abt the pop-corn.
the guys behind me kept telling each other hw lousy is the pop-corn, esp the salty ones.
hello, i didnt go into the cinema to get ur feedback on the pop-corn ok!!!!
as if it is nt bad enuff, the guy started to tok loudly on the hp.
yes. i cant even hear wat gong li said. i oni heard the guy.
bloody inconsiderate brat.
i turned over n asked him to keep quiet.
guess wat he did.
nothing.
he continue to tok on the phone.
wat a fucker!!!!

n the audience, i muz say, r all idiots n bloody morons.
they laugh at the slightest things.
ppl die, they laugh. ppl cry, they laugh.
n i mean LAUGH.
the whole theatre was laughing when one of the character dies.
very funny meh?????
HZ was so so irritated that she turned around n showed me a sick face.
ignorant singaporeans.
i'm going to watch this show in taiwan again, juz to make sure dat nt all ppl in the world r so ignorant.
bloody fools.

the story will continue w my bro.
he was taking the mrt hm last week when this young lady stepped on his naked toe w her heels.
ouch.
n she nv even turn n apologise.
u may say she did nt notice.
wiat till u hear the rest.
apparently, she continued to step on my bro's sandals in the extremely crowded train. so my bro tried to "withdraw" his sandals back. when he did it, the lady turn around, stared at him, n "tsk" him.
wah lau eh. i will b mad if it happened to me.
well, it did pissed my bro off. so, he did the ultimate.
when the mrt reached the nxt stop, n the door was abt to close, my bro swiftly swing his shoulder n knock the bitch out of the train as the door closes.
ta da.........she left outside the train, shocked.
whahahaa....
v bad u may say.
i agree.
but she deserved it.
hahaha

last nite my sis was telling me abt this auntie (aiyo, y woman again)on the NEL (yes, train again).
this woman was standing near an uncle w a dripping umbrella. the uncle accidnetally "brushed" his umbrella against her dress.
she went crazy.
she violently "clean" her dress w continuous sweeping motion, as if the umbrella got aids virus, glared at the uncle n followed by the famous "tsk".
then, my sis was abt to alight, so she stood up from her seat. this auntie hav this if-i-dun-snatch-the-seat-i-will-die-n-the-uncle-will-rape-me-w-his-aids-infected-umbrella attitude, stood so close to my sis when my sis stood up. the distance is like two couples going to kiss (oh man, gross).
my sis was blocked by her, so she couldnt get out of the seat.
guess wat.
the auntie "brushed" pass her, squeeze my sis aside, n "chop" the seat.
my sis was so pissed. she told her off.
guess wat happen again.
the woman snubbed my sis by repeating wat my sis said. she even gave a smirk face.
WTF!!!!
wat is happening to our society?????
muz the govt fine rude ppl then ppl learn how to b nice?????
where r the manners?????

wat is wrong w singaporeans????

anyway, toking abt the show, although there were much distractions, i still enjoyed it.
there were tears in my eyes when i walked out of the theatre.
no, nt bcos of the pop-corn guy.
bcos of the show.
go watch. its nice.

<<满城尽带黄金甲>>

母后为什么一直绣菊花？
因为你父王喜欢菊花。

他怎么说也是我父王。

我愿成全母后，只因为我不想母后继续喝药。

做什么事都是有规矩的。朕不给，你不可以抢。

那面旗是朕给你的最后机会。

我要让父王知道，我叛变不是为了枪王位，而是因为母后。
母后，对不起，孩儿让你失望了......

<<菊花台>>

你的泪光柔弱中带伤

惨白的月儿弯弯固住过往

夜太漫长凝结成了霜

是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望

雨轻轻叹朱红色的窗

我依身在纸上被风吹乱

梦在远方化成一缕香

随风飘散你的模样

菊花灿烂地烧

你的笑容已泛黄

花落人断肠我心事静静躺

被风乱也微摇你的影子剪不断

独留我孤单在湖面神伤

花已伤完飘落了灿烂

凋谢的市道上冥冥不堪

手摸独樵愁心拆两半

他已上不了爱一辈子摇晃

谁的江山马蹄声慌乱

我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑

天微微亮你轻声的叹

一夜惆怅如此委婉

菊花灿烂地烧你的笑容已泛黄

花落人断肠我心事静静躺

被风乱也微摇你的影子剪不断

独留我孤单在湖面神伤

菊花灿烂地烧

你的笑容已泛黄花落人断肠我心事静静躺

被风乱也微摇你的影子剪不断

独留我孤单在湖面神伤

<<天外飞仙>>

小二：你记得我们相遇的情景吗？
兴荣：不曾忘记，何来的记得？
小二：我还记得我和你......
兴荣：不，不是我和你。是你和他。我已经不是他了。
小二：怎么会？你就是你啊！
兴荣：我......我老了。而你，依然那么美丽。
小二：不！你还是那个我思念着、朝思暮想的兴荣！
兴荣：我还是吗？
小二：是啊！
兴荣：那么，五十年前问过你的问题，答案还是一样吗？
(五十年前，兴荣问过小二：“我可以喜欢你吗？”， 小二点点头......)
小二：......
兴荣：我们的相遇，并非偶然？
小二：这世上没偶然。
兴荣：那么，是谁在操纵着我们的机遇呢？
小二：你自己啊！要不是你那么好玩、犯了错，怎会遇见我呢？
兴荣：是吗？那么为什么不惩罚我呢？罚我下十八层地狱，罚我五马分尸，罚我永不超身？
小二：(含泪) 这五十年来，你不就这样过的吗？
看了这一幕，感觉心好痛。
相爱却又不能在一起，想忘却怎么也忘不了，越想逃越是逃不掉......
怎么会这样？

爱情

"如果爱情曾伤害我们，何尝不是我们点头同意呢
苦与乐，都是爱情的面相
如果没有得到什么，那一定要学到些什么啊
学会该坚持时坚持，该把持的时候把持"

~ 吴淡如, <<不是得到，就是学到爱情>>

Sky fall down

aiyo................
it was pouring this morning
to the fact dat brolly oso no use
i am soaking wet from my socks to my shirt.
head to toe, literally.
luckily, i hav a pair of slippers in the office. i'm drying my socks in my office nw (no, my socks dun hav smell ok)
quite song though. i'm sipping hot coffee in my office now.
i love the rain.

duno taiwan rain or nt. hmmm
i was online yesterday searching for some info, apparently, taiwan's temp is abt 16 degrees nw.
woo hoo!!!
can b colder or nt?
hee.....
i'm quite warm blooded, so i'm nt afraid of low temp.
c'mon. go lower, n lower, n lower, n lower!!!!
wahahaha
HZ muz b cursing me nw.

wah lau, FIFA muz b mad.
they gave the footballer award to cannavaro.
yes, him again.
wah biang eh!!!!! wats wrong w all those ppl??????
they blind or wat??????
he nv "lead" his team to the world cup lor.
they cheated to win the cup!!!!!
all liars n cheats!!!! n they let this lousy captain win the award.
crap.
all awards r crap.
including the golden horse award.
lousy n crappy.
waste my time.
if u r scratching ur head nw, i'm toking abt the lousy shw which won the award (After this our exile, Aaron Kwok won).
super lousy. i nearly fell asleep in the theatre.
boring. n the director, lousy.
i dun like e way he pull all those shots.
suck.
WASTE MY TIME!!!!!!
grhhhhhh........

I wan to watch the curse of the golden flower on thursday.
dun care. muz reward myself w a good shw.

New manager syndrome, Sng Buays vs Giam Ga Na

New Manager Syndrome

Those whom r nt into soccer, u can skip this part.
i'm so bloody tired nw.
Man U lost the fucking match last nite. n i'm so pissed, until i cant sleep.
its nt funny ok.
they played like wat they played last yr. boring, no creativiy, too cocky.
to sum up, one word.
L.O.U.S.Y
knn.
n west ham suddenly played like nv b4, v motivated.
it muz b the new manager.
there's this thing in epl called the new manager syndrome, whereby player got motivated bcos a new manager come in.
this was the case i supposed.
n their tactic against Man U definitely work.
they went where ever the ball went. all crowd where e bloody ball went, end up i c so many west ham players (3-4) wherever the ball went.
win liao lor.
n bloody chelsea is so good la.
they play like shit, wout terry they play boring too.
but they r capable for coming from behind (no dirty tots pls).
tim howard shd noe dat.
fucking idiot. he was out of his line when chelsea scored their 3 goals. all from outside the penalty box.
no wonder fergie dun wan him
go fuck off la.
ccb.
n dats wat Man U cant do. they lose, they lose. wun come from behind.
i'm so mad now.
whoever asked me wat happen last nite will get it from me.
u will nt b my fren again.
ever.
yes, i'm this pissed.
so shut up.

Sng Buay vs Giam Ga Na

on an entirely diff note, HZ had been infusing me w gossips abt her immediate boss.
seemed like the whole office is against him now.
poor guy.
erm, well, he deserved it though.
he is a lousy boss, nv did his work (poor HZ always gana arrow. sayang sayang), n eat alot.
n i mean alot.
after causing much annoyance w his non-chalant attitude in work, he made it worse by having a not-giving-a-flying-fucking-damn-to-other-ppl's-feeling-n-i-am-the-king-here-so-shut-the-fuck-up-or-i-will-eat-u-up mentality.
HZ's big boss juz came back from UK w a few tins of v v expensive harrods biscults (one tin=6 pcs i think) for the ppl in office to share among themselves. well, they placed it in a common area whereby everyone can get it (which is think is quite stupid la). so, this guy came in early in the morning n start tucking in wout leaving some behind for others.
the tin of biscults was like left w 2 pcs(?) after he came out for another round of helpings.
HZ was so angry, so she n others hide the leftover biscults in their drawers.
guess wat.

guy: (came out after 20 mins) eh? where is the biscult?
HZ: oh, we kept it.
guy: but y?
HZ: oh, cos a few of them r on leave today, so we need tp KEEP SOME for them
guy: oh? is it?
HZ: ya.
guy: can i hav some more?
HZ:...............

HZ cant do anything, being oni a subordinate, she had to let him eat more.
rubbish.
for this, the whole office called him Giam Ga Na (salty olives) now.
n the story dun end here.
apparently, one of the colleague came bk from korea the nxt day w some (some oni hor) seaweed to share.
no prize for guessing wat happen.
the Giam Ga Na (GGN) pulled the same tricks again.
n he finished half a packet of seaweed by himself.
again.

dis irritated all the others.
so they declared war w him.
i find this so childish (but so funny).
so i had officially named the war as "The Sng Buays vs Giam Ga Na"
y sng buay (sour plums)?
cos all the workers in that office r ladies.
nw u noe y they r so childish?
heeee.....
but the GGN really too much la.
machiam yao gui, nv eat b4 is it?

<<记得>>

昨晚看了<<天外飞仙>>，好难过。
董勇把小七的手拨开，含泪说：“我不记得你，小七。我好恨你。为什么一定要我想起你？”
心都碎了。
他接着说：“你知道吗？我好不容易才忘了你。为什么还要我想起你？我好恨你！”
小七听了底头不语。
董勇又说：“你知道吗？我真的只是想和你在一起。对我来说，没有什么比这个还重要的了。你知道吗？没有你，什么都变得没有意义了。为了自己还能够活下去，我必须恨你。因为只有这样，我才能够没有你。我恨你。”
小七流着泪，欲言又止。她缓缓地走向董勇，说：“对不起......”然后走向门口。
这时，董勇从身后抱紧她，流着泪说：“我这一辈子只会恨你一个人，不会在恨别人了。”
看到这里，我的泪水已经在眼眶里了。
好难过。
怎么，爱一个人需要那么痛苦啊？
想爱却又不能爱，那种感觉，在这个时代，谁又能体会？
好难过。
我以为我已经忘了这种感觉了。没想到，一个董勇可以让我的心想起这种感觉。唯一不同的是，我不恨，也不懂得去恨。
要忘记？谈何容易。
今天早上在933听到这首歌，眼泪流了下来。

<<记得>>
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

好难过。

My dream house

i hate myself for being so materialistic.

i wan to b rich.

i wan a big hse w a big kitchen n bathroom

i'm nt kidding.

after watching the news last nite i'm more determined to do it.

singaporeans r damn rich. they even q up for apartments in marina bay n sentosa.

it cost S$2700.00 per sq feet.

so the whole house will b like 20 million.

fucking rich.

i wan to b rich too.

in case u still dun get my pt, here is my dream hse.

it muz hav a seaview. MUST!!!!

I MUST b able to c the sea in my living room

and in my bed room too.

the bathroom muz b simple n classy

or luxurious

i MUST have a BIG kitchen w bright lights. modern n clean.

after cooking, i will b a good host by chatting w my frens n guest in the dinning room. after which we can sip some wine near the living room.

c, i told u. i'm so money faced rite now. i wan to b rich, n to play golf (i'm nt v into golf, but hav to act high class) every weekend.

bah.

i heard wat u say.

dream on.

The Curse of The Golden Flower (and food, and lots more)

i seriously think dat BPMD 0303A is cursed.
serious.
MDIS is super fucked up.
i recv a sms from L after my dinner last nite, telling me dat the student officer from MDIS told XY dat one student binded her thesis for 80 bucks cos need to meet the uni's requirement.
yes, S$80.00.
n we hav to hand up 2 copies, so dat makes it S$160.00.
they might as well go rob a bank.
knn.
wat fucking stds? we dun even noe it?
the student officer dun even noe herself. so since nobody noes, i assumed no one bothers who n how we bind our thesis.
fucking spoil my mood for the rest of the day.
cb.

anyway, HZ n i went sembawang for thai food last nite (cos i've been craving for it for like 3 mths liao).
if gluttony is a sin, i would hav sinned v badly last nite.
guess wat we had.
one plate of pineapple rice (enuff for 4), one plate of fried noodles (for 4 pax too), one plate of sweet sour pork, one whole fried fish and one big bowl of tom yum soup.
yes, u got me rite.
n we finished the food in an hour's time n its nt even funny.
we ate like pigs man.
oh man!!! how to lose weight like dat?
i hav to go for jap dinner today w my family, go party w my gang tmr, HZ treating me to french food on sunday.....
HOW TO SLIM DOWN?????
na beh. fei wo bu si lor.
ahhhhh..........
n guess how much we paid for the dinner last nite.
S$28.00.
no kidding. its this cheap.
interested party to date me for my nxt thai food fiesta, pls make an appointment w me. i will gladly go w u. no, nt for the nxt one mth though. my stomach needs some rest from the hot n spicy tom yum.

e tok of the town these few days will b the curse of the golden flower.
in case u still live on top of the mountain (yes, its u, mei mei), chow yun fatt came to spore to promote the show. big big hoo haa around. but all the reporters love him, all the reports tok good things abt him.
blah blah blah.
he n gong li will b the reason to watch the show.
i heard some of u telling me smth.....
wat??? jay chou?
pls la, who wans to c him.
i c some shocked faces.
yes, he is sort of out of my league nw.
simply nt interested in him now.
i oni like his music.
for inspiration wise, lee hom will b on top of my list.

ALAMAK!!!!
i think i'm really cursed to the max.
my staff juz came in (as i blog this) n gave me a box of lao po bing (wife biscults) from HK.
how to slim down??????????????
curse of food.
wat? share?
no hor. i'm nt going to share it w u.
too bad. i rather eat it all myself. wait for the crumps on the floor if u wan.
hahahaha
no wonder i'm still so fat after 3 years.
no wonder.

I feel so hungry recently

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己

I always feel so sad after listening to the above song.
so sad but so true.

anyway, i'm craving for tom yum soup n my wanton mee (AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!).
i wan tom yum soup.....

my staff was telling me yesterday:

staff 1: eh boss, u lost weight lor.....
me: is it? no la, u long time nv c me liao mah.....
after 20 mins
staff 2: boss, ur face become sharper leh
me: huh?
staff 2: aiyo, exam oni mah, y study until lost so much weight?
me: got meh?
staff 2: ya, until "ming qe qe" liao (hokkien - face green green)....we nv feed u la, dats y.
me: ok, close shop, lets go for coffee

hahahaha.
they mad la....where got so kua zhang? i probably look pale la, but nt sharp face la.
i'm happy anyway.....heee
i need to lose some weight b4 going to taiwan. reason is simple. i still cant regain my slim 52 kg after i came back from HK 3 years ago. it has been 56kg for these 3yrs, despite hw i starve myself, exercise.....
ok la ok la, i noe i'm fat la. no need to give me dat look la.
so i need to slim down. at least 2 kgs. or else i will eat myself to death for the 10 days in taiwan.
but i'm always so hungry la.
wah biang eh.....

HZ is treating me to french stall this weekend, cos she got her fat fat bonus liao (i hate civil servant).
no, i'm nt pai seh.
ying gai de.
hahahahaha
shamless hungry pig

The Diva

went for her concert on sat.
well, she's nt called the diva for nothing.
good performance.
good, nt super, cos it was marred by idiotic stuff during the concert.
1stly, i duno whether its due to nervousness, the so called music director (lun yong liang) cocked up during the 1st few songs. mistakes were obvious.
lousy la.
then it was sandy.
aparrently, the stupid music was too loud, she had to shout for the 1st few songs.
end up, she went flat for a few notes.
she was so fed up, she pulled out her ear piece halfway. n guess wat?
ta dah.....it solves the problem. she sang superbly for the rest of the songs.
:)
i muz say dat she's really powerful.
hav u ever seen a huge (n i mean huge) group of uncles n aunties (late 30s, 40s) dancing (i mean DANCING, nt moving) w the music in a concert? well, sandy managed to get them move their arse n do it.
simply amazing. u shd c for urself.
there were even synchronized actions. no kidding.
well, at the end of the concert, all of us stood up n dance as well. nt bad la.
one thing i need to say though. i think the organizer quite tight budget la. no fancy dresses, nt many dancers.....sandy looked lonely on stage alone.
she still shine though.
n she made it a point to bow 90 degrees after every song, thanking us for the encouragement n support.
i like her.
n she sang my fav song as well.
so touched.

远走高飞
你打开一扇窗
我看见窗外的希望
你说了听不懂的话
才发现渴望
你点了一盏灯
我看见了明亮
你慢慢走开
才发现无奈
其实没有摆脱
不过是故作沉默
该如何安慰
未知的岁月
不要再如此狼狈
我独自穿越这条伤心的街
怎么忘记你回过头的身影
我鼓起勇气忘记这个距离
怎么告诉你爱已慢慢烧尽
不如远走高飞自己解围
我无路可退
怎么对你说出口
怎么对你说爱我
我独自穿越这条伤心的街怎
么去感觉所有你的一切
我鼓起勇气忘记这个距离
怎么让自己习惯了没有你
不如远走高飞
自己解围
我无路可退......

Finally after 3 years!!!!

3 years.
yes. dats hw long i've been studying really hard.
serious. from the very beginning, i studied w my heart n soul.
nv mind yr 1 don't count much. nv mind wat type of funny lecturers we had. nv mind wat tricks other ppl pull (will explain it later).
i can cross my heart n say "i hav really done my best."
y so emotional?
my 3 years in MDIS ended w a "thump" yesterday (ok, i noe, still got dissertation), well, officially.
no, i didn't attempt to jump down from the sch's 4th floor, although it will b a good idea after yesterday's paper.
i've completed all my modules for my degree.
congratulate me, ppl.



well, for ppl whom already noe, n r in the same boat w me (ie, came for the last paper yesterday), thank u for fighting the war w me. it has been a pleasure (n pressure. hahaha) to fight along w u guys.
for those cowards whom resorted to despicable n underhand methods to score well, n still got the cheek to ask for tips, i can oni 3 words to u.

ROT IN HELL.


no. i'm nt jealous. seriously. bit when competiton is concerned, i want it to b clean n fair. i rather lose it to L than them.
simply incorrigible.
my clique will noe wat i'm saying.
enuff already.

came home at abt 6.20am this morning. n i woke up at 8.50am.
blah.
u ppl shd noe dat i usually dun sleep alot after clubbing.
alcohol withdrawal effect, i supposed.
n i'm having terrible cluster headaches rite now. nt bcos of the alcohol, but due to the lack of sleep for the past few weeks.
yes, it was THIS stressful.
i need tons of benzo rite now.
oh, n an oxygen tank pls.
i'm suffering from post-clubbing-allergy-to-the-bloody-smoke-from-the-bloody-fucking-cheapo-cigerattes-from-the-club-n-i-dun-noe-why-syndrome.
i cant wait for them to ban smoking in clubs.
it used to b juz teary n painful eyes. but it reached terminal stage this morning.
i kept sneezing (n WK was staring at me for the whole nite in the dancefloor), w a v itchy nose.
i look like a rudolph now.
maybe i shd enroll myself to santa since xmas i round the corner.
blah.

simply love ONS. love the band, love the crowd, love my clubbing buddies (YX, MQ n WK). nvm other ppl. we were just in our own world.
if "that thing u do" is my poly song, our MDIS song will b "can't take my eyes off u".
hahahaha. u gals now wat i mean?
n we were trying our v best to salsa thru the dancefloor to the front.
ya la ya la, i noe i dance like a parkinson pt (note: shuffling feet, rigidity, tremors....)
hey, i noe i'm nt usher.
tsk, nt the uncle whom stand at the cinema door n ask u for tix la.

THIS usher.


but i dun bloody care already.
i'm the king now.
of pop? no. i dun wan to b dat paedophile MJ.
thanks but no thanks.
oh btw, i do think dat our dear YX hav a flair in salsa dancing. v fast learner n sharp too.
hey gal, take up lessons w chip. it will b fun. trust me.
n MQ, stop laughing at ppl already. it is nt her fault to b a direction idiot. (i am one too. so YX, u r nt alone)
at least YX can dance well hor.
credit credit. *giggles*

n YX n i had a sore throat after the clubbing session.
shout too much.
this shows how high we were.
those whom missed it (mei mei n C), i can oni say,
TOO BAD.
hahahahaha
opps. ltr got KARMA.
wahahaha.
(MQ muz b saying "eh, come up w smth new hor" rite nw. hey gal, dun b stingy. juz let ppl use the word)

we ended our session w a hotcake w sausage meal this morning. *put my hands on my face n scream hyterically*
u noe wat i mean. *wink at the gals*

simply love u gals.
u all r juz great.
thank u for "celebrating" w us. * jumping up n down, singing "i love u baby, n if its quite alrite, i need u baby...." *
hehe.

aiyo, i'm so bloody hungry rite now.
going to cook some noodles to ease my hunger pangs now.
will update on the sandy lam's concert (tonite) soon.

p.s (to WK): i will remember my promise to u. will do it tonite.

to others: y u so kaypo? i'm nt going to tell u wat i've promised her.
hahahaha.
stop bitching.

One more to go

i slept at 3 plus this morning.
in woke up at 8 plus.
my head was full of info from my cdt.
wtf.

one paper down, one more to go.
cant wait for it to finish.
the feeling is like a chronic constipated pt whom suddenly wants to remove his bowels, but cannot find a toilet.
it was this desperate n its nt even funny.
the stress level is now to the max.
part of it is of cos exam. the other part of it will be the dissertation.
it sucked.
for ppl whom has nt done it, may god bless u. it took me 1 mth to complete it n 3 mths to polish it up, n it is still nt ready for submittion.
maybe i'm stupid.
well, who cares.
i cant b bothered rite now, esp after the paper yesterday.
haolian lor we. end up all dun hav time to complete the paper. we were struggling to finish the paper.
a group of taking for granted morons.
however, we muz thank JT for doing a good job.
he is our motivation.

blah.
enuff w daily crap. going for my bfast now n start to drill into my cdt again.

The starting of an end

yes yes. i'm starting to prepare for exams again.
so much to study, so little time left.
i feel so damn nervous n stressed now.
grhhh...........

apparently (not new) canavaro won the european player of the year.
WTF.
y not henry????
to think that the 2nd on the list is actually buffon (italian goalie).
wats up w the judges? doesnt mean they win world cup then muz give them the award lor.
freaking unfair. i preferred dida (brazil's goalie).
ok, i'm bias. i dun like the italy team. nt worthy champions.
n canavaro sucked big time in real madrid.
boo!!

luckily, Man U won this morning, or else, chelsea will catch up.
heng ah.
pls win win win!!!!

i nearly bought a jersy online juz now, n suddenly realised dat i need $$$$ for my taiwan trip, so i dropped the idea.
maybe 10 days r way too many days.
we shall c nxt mth.

watched project superstar last nite.
omg. i nearly fainted.
oni 2 caught my attention. the rest.....blah........
esp dat fake rui en (F5)
she sang as if there's a guava in her mouth.
n she sang XQ's theme song!!!! how dare u!!!! then sing until like shit.
i smsed XQ immediately, n told her to join superstar nxt yr, since this kind of std oso can go into top 12.
for those whom asked me to go, imagine i gana "ding" out, oni to noe that i had lost to this kind of std. i will commit suicide.
blah. hope she get the boot today.
lousy.

Hellish morning

alrite. i'm nt in the best of mood today.
1st thing in the morning when i was waiting for a bus at ys, i saw this woman (old hag) beside me, pacing here n there as if she was in a fashion show. irritating. i ignored her.
then the bus came.
as usual, everyone will rush to the door. unfortunately for them, the door was rite in front of me (yeah). juz when i was abt to step onto the bus, the bitch (yes, the fake model) cut into my path w swift moves, knocking me out of the way, leaving me hanging on the step w 1/6 of my foot on the step. luckily i was holding the handle. i would hav fell of the bus.
na beh.
stupid bitch. some more wear a fake pair of dior sunglasses.
no class. pui.

then as if it was nt enuff to spoil my morning, my sis smsed me this.

"pele was in TP yesterday at sports complex, 5pm"

PELE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i nearly fell of my chair.
hey darling, u tell me for wat la. "came" lor, as u said.
i'm so bleedy pissed already when she tried to console me by sending me this.

"hahaha.i help u to take the banner la."

thanks, but no thanks.
so pissed.
grhhhhh.....

anyway, after the tutorial last nite, i'm really stressed to the highest level.
i need a glass of good wine or champagne.
who wans to go w me?
oh ya, n a bowl of wanton mee pls. i'm carving (again) for it.
oni food n wine will cheer me up now.
i heard some of u saying smth else.
no ppl, no sex pls.
hahahaha

谢谢你们的爱

“那时我们被困在路边，世界不过是一个小小屋檐，你说如果雨一直下到明天，我们就思守到永远......”
范哓暄~Rain

又下雨了。空气带着丝丝凉意，让人们的心变得平静许多。但我却往往在雨季时感到悲伤。我喜欢雨，喜欢那冷冷的空气，却又是因为雨，让我想起很多事情。
偶然间看见婷在她结婚前传给我的简讯。
“谢谢你的祝福。我也希望你能过得开心。我们一直在寻找属于自己的幸福，希望我们真的找到了。Take care......”
很高兴她终于找到一个能托付终生的伴侣。但这番话却让我想起了许多事情。
这么多年来，我到底在寻觅什么？
从小我就不是个讨人喜欢的孩子。常常被人指着头，说我丑，问我父母为什么生出这么个丑八怪。在学校里我是个笨学生，成绩总是在最后几名，无论我怎么努力，还是垫底。我能做的事，别人一定做得比我好。而别人能做的，我却做不到......
小时候常常幻想自己变得很聪明，然后能拿第一名，让同学羡慕。我也只能幻想。
所以我很期望别人施舍我一点爱和关怀，纵使我从来都不是主角。我期望能有真正属于自己的东西，虽然我从来都不是最重要的。
还好父母把弟弟妹妹生得聪明点、漂亮点。
还好。
弟弟常说我没脑，什么都不懂，活着只是和别人抢空气。
或许他说得对吧。
毕竟我从小就被灌上“废人”的美誉，所以到现在仍是那么不堪。
我认了。
所以当爱情和友情来的时候，我特别珍惜，用尽所有力量去保护它。但也就因为这样，我发现我爱得好累。
我曾把尊严抛开，跪在地上、哭得呼天抢地、祈求别人给我一点点爱。真的，一点就够了。我就象个乞丐，希望别人施舍、同情。
爱，真的是这样吗？
应该不是吧？
我不懂。真的不懂。
你们真的是在可怜我吗？
真的吗？
我不知道，也不想知道。
谢谢那些接受我的朋友，那些假装接受我的朋友，还有那些不知到还会爱我多久的人。
谢谢你们的爱。

<<世界>>

我不要你解释 我不要你发誓
我只要 你记得此刻 你眼里 我的样子

望着窗外下过雨的天
思念开始蔓延
仿佛象哭过的双眼
空气弥漫着些许疲倦
在这冰冷的世界
谁能体会这种感觉
望着镜子里哭泣的脸
渐渐开始自怜
为何我总是比别人累
为何总是独自数伤悲
在我慌乱世界里
谁能明白我的狼狈
我想我寻我憔悴 你躲你藏你卑微
快乐不再是感觉
而是奢侈的享宴
我哭我累我哀悲 你忘你逃你戒备
爱情不再有知觉
只怀孤单的想念

Well well well

i'm having swollen n painful eyes now. cos i slept at 2am this morning.
yes. bcos of the beautiful game, of cos.
chelsea n man u draw the game. which i think is a reasonable outcome.
man u controlled the 1st half, chelsea controlled the 2nd half. one goals each. fair n square.
good game.
so good dat it keeps me awake for 1hr after the game. i turned n tossed on the bed, cant sleep.
i probably slept at 3am.
my eyes r so swollen now.
sigh.

stupid workshop on sat morning wasted my 4 hrs. idiot!!!! it was freaking boring, until we ended up chit chatting in the "2nd half" of the workshop. it was this boring.
went to watch andy lau's "mo gong" after dat.
very good, despite the fact dat some of the love scenes r really redundant. i still think dat the director can do a better job.
so, 8 out of 10.
go watch it. its nice.

found a new eatery at hougang mall which serves good noodles n chinese food.
nt bad nt bad. a new place to hang out. n no need to go so far for my "gui hua jiu niang wan zi".
yumyum.

oh man, still need to go sch to collect the protocol for CDM later.
grhhhhh......
i feel so tired now.....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

The neoprints

i've finally managed to scan the neoprints (again, for the third time) into the cpu. thanks to my darling sis.
thanks babe!!!
so peeps, here's our masterpiece.

this is the normal one we took. dun ask me y my face is so big. i oso duno.


MQ was asking me wat happen to my face. well, this is my attempt to reduce the surface area of my face. i tell u, we had a hard time squeezing into the frame as well.

this is one of the nicest print we had. the gals planned the pose in advance, so it turned out rather well. all of them looked beautiful, don't they? after planning the pose, they realised dat they dun hav a place for me, so i've decided to act superstar in the middle. but i muz really say, u gals looked great in this pix!!!!

guess who is who??? haha.....no prize for getting it rite though. u hav to take ur hat off YX. simply "xi1 sheng1 xing2 xiang4" to entertain ourselves. cant stop laughing when i look at this pix. well done, gals.

dreamy dreamy gals. here again all the gals looked so dreamy, n i'm trying to squeeze my big bleedy face into the frame, cutting abit of YX's face in the process (sorry gal!). u all noe la, it is impossible for me to look dreamy, so, i hav to act cute abit. ok la, i'm abit disgusting la. abit oni ah.

so, there u r. n we took 1 hr to complete the shots.

my god.

lets do it again babes!!! hahaha....

simply irresistable.

Freaking funny (part 2)

power.
enuff say.

Freaking funny!!!!

i need to get this out.
i cant stand it. i have been laughing for like 10 mins liao. simply hilarious.
i was eating my laksa in my office. then i happen to stare out of the glass window (for those whom hav no clue of wat i'm toking abt, my office is in the kitchen, w a glass window attached, so dat i can supervise my staff in the kitchen even when i'm in the office).
guess wat i saw.
i saw my staff (cook, male) using the jumbo spatula (the utensils in cookhouse is humongous) as a microphone, singing along w the blasting radio (my heart will go on. yes, the sinking ship). he acted as if he is the star, singing to the audience, posing, waving to the crowd.
no, he is nt mad, he was juz entertaining another staff of mine whom was in the kitchen too.
the thing is, they nv realise dat i was walking out of my office towards them.
i stood behind the "singer", waiting for him to c me.
he nv.
he continued his act for around 20 seconds before he turned n saw me standing there, folding my arms.
i told him "y, performing for me ah? y stop?"
he jumped up n his face turned green.
wahahahahahaha........
so so so so so funny!!!!
he duno hw to react, wat to say to me, juz stood there, smiling sheepishly.
i laugh like mad.
buay tahan man.
tons of jokers around me.
toking abt this reminds me of this fren of mine whom commented on the xmas lighting.
yes, u. u r the one i'm toking abt.
dun hide hor , YX.
haha
we were walking towards hmv for cab on wed, suddenly she commented " aiyo, this yr's deco can die lor. y they put sparrows on the tree????"
"huh???" i was looking at the tree when MQ said " eh, pls lor, its dove"
then YX say " oh ya hor"
hahahahaha
auntie oei, where got ppl put sparrows on trees for xmas one??? we had enuff of them le lor.
wah biang, laugh like mad.
then as the cab pass by hmv (again), she said again " aiyo, u noe hor, juz now i tot dat the xmas tree "lao zui" (hokkien, loosely translated as leak water) after the rain."
i looked up n saw a xmas tree along the road. it was a fountain-plus-tree-w-water-flowing-machiam-v-artisitic-but-it-is-not tree.
tsk tsk tsk *shaking head*
MQ cant b bothered w her. she simply chose to keep quiet while YX rattles on, explaining y she tot so.
then i told MQ " now i noe y u keep quiet"
MQ stared at her, then said "cant b bothered w her nonsense lor" giving her the non-chanlant look.
poor YX.
hahaha.
ok la, u win.
the tree is really ugly la.

hahahah
freaking funny.

Cena Perfetta!!!!

gli aveva una cena perfetta la sera scorsa

had dinner w few of my pals last nite. it was fantastic!!!! we had dinner at prego (the one at cityhall, swisshotel), n i hav to admit dat the food n service improved so so so much dat i really wan to go back there again!!!!definately money well spent (the bill came up to a whopping 60 +++ bucks per pax, luckily M had a 25% discount which shrink the bill to a considerable $45 per pax).
i had a squid ink pasta (finally!!!! hav been wanting to try it since stone age) w saffron sauce n small (i tell u, i consider dat as tiny) lobster. yum yum!!! the pasta taste so divine!!!! i love the "seafood" taste of the pasta. 4 out of 5 points, no pts for the small lobster. too small. other then dat, perfect. i managed to finsh the whole plate, despite of gulping down a "basin" of lobster bisque n a big portion of the salad (w lemon dressing!!!!) b4 the pasta.
the oni thing i can really pick on was the dessert.
i tot the creme brulee was nt warn enuff, n i cant taste any trace of rum in the tiramisu. it was tasty though.
n i ended my meal w a glass of chadonnay (white). fruity note, dry, nt v sweet.
nice!!!!
i'm so so so happy now.
so, to make me happy, give me good food.
i'm so going back there again.
who wan to come w me?
heee....

looking forward for the match this sunday.
chelsea vs Man U.
sigh, think Man U will lose la.

so i will need good food after the match.
french stall anybody?
i'm craving for foie gras.
yum!!!!

Partying 12 hrs

haha, ok. 2 papers down. 2 more to go.

although the case study sucked, we managed to pull it off.

ahhhhh, hack la. over liao. hav to go on w life. n we partied for 12 hrs yesterday.

we went for lunch at HMV after dat, followed by a crazy neoprint taking session.

i tell u, i nv felt this excited when i took neoprints in the past. yesterday was like war zone.

n it took us 1 whole bleedy hour to finish taking the neoprints (2 actually).

crazy ppl.

i was perspiring after the session. it shows hw exciting n tedious it was.

i cant seem to load the pix into the blog. but i'll try when i get hm 2nite, so, stay tunned.

nv noe it can b so fun taking neoprints. starting to get the hang of it.

hahaha.

but as u noe, old ppl dun take neoprints liao, we cock up abit during the 1st neoprint. cant edit (decorate) the prints on the right side. so, clever me went to seek help from the shopkeeper. she simply went over, took the pen from the right side n say " use this pen la"

knn, so pai seh la. apparently, we nv c a pen on the right side la (n YX was sleeping too la, stand on the right side nv c the pen). limpeh so paiseh la.

the prints turned out quite well though.

after the traumatic experience, we went for our usual ktv session. boy, it was fun.

MQ n i had our usual dose of<<我最珍贵>> (no error, its our version), followed by a disastrous <<珊瑚海>> (its not for the faint heart. i mean it). then MQ n i try to beat steph sun by singing <<第一天>>, but we ended up breatheless, panting n out of voice. nnb.

the session ended w half an hour of rememberence for danial chan.

no, he is nt dead. its juz dat the gals suddenly wanted to listen to his songs (thanks hor YX n WK). limpeh open mini concert la.

n no, i'm not going to join project superstar (havent open mouth gana "ding" out liao), so quit persuading me.

then we wailked around n ended up in swensen for our dinner n ice-cream *cover mouth n smile sheepishly*. MQ, YX n WK will noe wat i mean *wink to the gals*

we toked alot during the dinner session, then we started to compare hw diff bf shd propose to gals. the conclusion is:

MQ will hav her proposal in HK 女人街

YX will hav hers in chatuchak

WK will hav hers in taj mahal, her hubby to be will hav to propose in tamil.

dun u juz love asia??? (hey gal, these r generic strategies, ok?)

hahaha....laugh like mad.

then they start sharing hw they started their relationship w their bf. although we kept complaining 烂透了, i noe in their hearts, dat will always b the special moment for them.

不要在乎他曾为你做过什么。毕竟，在那刻，你们的心是紧紧靠在一起的。而这一刻永远只属于你和他，是别人没有、也做不到的。
礼物只是个形式。当他肯跨出第一步要和你在一起时，那份坚持和勇气是别人给不了的。

这个才是最好的礼物，不是吗？

:)

cheers baby

The ANTM 6

twist twist twist.....
i had nv seen an episode so competitive b4.........
my oh my.
i hav to rate this season's american next top model the best ever.
ladies n gentlemen, these r the contestants this season.






saw anyone special?
they r some contestants w minimal modelling experience.
one of them is a lawyer they found in the mall (sara), n they asked her to join.
she made it to the top 4 though.
my sis was rooting for her

well, i muz say that for an amateur, this is a good pix. nt good as the top model though. too bad. n my sis vowed to boycott the show after she's booted out. loser. hahaa.

so it was down to the top 3 last week.



apparently the lady in the middle (jade) had a foul mouth, so the judges gave her the boot. so it was down to two.

pick one.
i liked danielle evans all along. but joanie came as a strong contender. well, i really tot that the judges preferred joanie all along, cos she's really sophisticated n really pretty.
of cos, bcos she's white.
n danielle hav some prob w her speech (texas slang), which the judges picked on every week.
then i was telling my sis, i think joanie will win.

they were waiting for tyra banks to announce the results. n suddenly, i saw this on the screen

THE AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL IS:

Danielle Evans!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!! danielle won!!!!!

congrats.

i'm so happy.

:)

but yet n again, i will hav nothing to watch nxt monday.

darn it. give me more reality shows!!!!

Study study study

yes yes. its the time of the year again, whereby i hav to bury myself into the mountains n mountains of notes n books again.
EXAM!!!!!
my god.
this time was really worse for me.
i duno wat is wrong w my neighbours. apparently, they r renovating their hse for like duno how long liao. since the pmpd paper, they hav been drilling, hammering, knocking, "bua-ing" from 9am in the morning until 5pm in the evening.
what the fuck!!!!!
i cant concentrate at all man.
i wanted to go downstairs to study, but the noise from the kids (sch holidays now, so party everday) doesn't make it any better.
help......
i'm having headaches from the noise evryday.
anyway,the mugging still hav to go on.
buy me 2 dozen panadols.

went to may's wedding banquet last nite, n boy, it was fun.
well done david. u r simply the best.
hahaha.

watched a fantastic tennis match (i noe i shd b studying la, but give me a break, ok?) between federer n nadal (master's cup, semi-finals). wow.....it was really exciting!!!! i nv knew dat tennis can b such exciting game!!!!
federer is the best, although i like nadal too. but federer's skills r simply stunning.
simply amazing.
i love tennis.

oh ya, my sis was telling me dat the dressing rooms in vivo city Tangs are all w diff themes. they hav dressing rooms called "pari hilton". oh man.
but the best thing was dat some of the rooms come w a pole (imagine pole dance).
i mean, for wat la.....u wan a pole to dance in the dressing room????
my sis was telling me this.

sis: eh, my frens n i were discussing wat the poles r for
me: aiyo, let ppl dance inside lor
sis: imagine they buying bra la
me:........
sis: can u imagine a woman buying bra, then suddenly feel like dancing in the room....but she's wearing a red lacy bra with jeans la
me: eeewwwww....sounds so wrong la

then we went on discussing hw awful the lady will look when suddenly, my sis told me "oei, xiao ah, the lady will wear panty oso mah."
oh ya hor.....i forget.
but if the color dun match how????
imagine red bra w skin color (imagine lao po po's underwear) panty.....
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..................
omg.

My project run(a)way

Someone was telling me how bad taste is was for my choice of "bachelor's clothes".

pls lor, they r the best i can find liao.

dun believe? take a look at this.

call me bad taste. but wtf is this guy doing w the "raincoat" on him????

n look at the color.

omg

look at the material of the coat.

n the color.

enuff say.

this chap got a whole chess board on him.

and its not funny.

n the hair........

the coat is too big, i think. it makes his legs look short.

n the design......ewwww

too many layers, pulls the whole person "down"

looks heavy.....dun u think so?

ba zang (meat dumplings), anyone?

this is the ultimate is hav.

omg. look at the "texture" (i wun even call it material) of the whole thing. looks like a plastic sheet to me. heavy n clumpsy.

n the color.....aiyo, even my dad wun wan to wear it la.......

so, did i prove my point?

nt all desginer clothes r nice hor, mind u.

hmmm.....now i noe y i'm nt a designer.

hahaha.

okok, i mange to find one not bad one la.

looky looky.

nice combination of layers, materials, color....

n i bet u gals noticed.

the model is more good looking than those on top.

hahaha......