No good no good

i'm having "morning sickness".
no. i'm nt pregnant, n will nv b. quit speculating.
i'm having migrane attacks early in the morning after i c the sun. n the pain will go away in late afternoon.
it has been like this for the past two days.
so pain now.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

anyway, i managed to catch up w a long lost friend yesterday. tot of her suddenly, n i smsed her.
well, good move.
seems like we had telepathy. i always sms her when she needs someone to tok to.
apparently, she's going thru a rough patch in her life rite now.
her parents r getting divorce (yes, at this age. fyi, my fren is older than me.), the mum is staying w her currently. e relationship w her dad n sis soured as a result, now they r nt in contact anymore. n bcos of all the stress, she quarrel w her husband almost everyday.
sigh.
she always tells me dat she have a bitter life, n will b bitter forever.
i always stop her from saying dat. but dis time, i sort of agreed in my heart.
i feel sad for her.
we've known each other since secondary sch days. from then, i saw her went thru the most impossible things in life. abused by the dad, parents quarrel everyday, getting misunderstood by the whole world, boyfriends took her for granted n hit her.......
i stood by her all the way. nt thru all though. was having rough patch myself a few yrs back.
dat was when we broke contact.
was happy to noe dat she got married last yr. tot she found someone whom can stand by her, give her all the love n care she nv had b4.
wrong.
the matter got worse.
sigh.
i told her yesterday, dat she's a strong woman (apparently, she went thru all those nonsense, so, shd b strong), so these will mean nothing to her. she can make it. i'm sure.
still upset though. she deserved more. peace n love in her life, which is always lacking in her life.
may god bless her.

meeting some of my pals later.
seemed like one of my fren is breaking down due to her wedding prepartions.
aiyo, this is definately nt the 1st time i hear this kind of story.
get married, then break down during the prep.
so gan kor, dun gao yin la.
big deal.
if it were me, i'll bring my wife, fly to baharma, get married on our own.
u wan to come along, come. dun wan to come, go f off. i dun care.
its MY wedding.
y freak out bcos of other ppl.
bah.
easy said than done.
we shall c hw later.