What r u trying to do????

one bloody asshole post this on lun lun's blog today.

"瑋倫的魂被抓去禁錮了她投不了胎請大家救救她 ,, 不管你相信或不相信靈異 ,, 請你寧可信其有 ,, 請可以連絡到她家人或朋友的粉絲告訴他們 許瑋倫的魂根本沒被招回 ,, 那天法師招回的是位歐吉桑的魂 ,, 許瑋倫的魂根本沒被招回 ,, 時間非常緊迫 ,, 距離頭七只剩四天 ,, 如果在頭七那天魂還沒招回 ,, 事情就會變成非常麻煩 ,, 頭七過後魂就非常難招 ,, 七七過後找不到 ,, 許瑋倫將永遠關在枉死城 ,, 永遠不能投胎 ,, 如果你真的非常關心許瑋倫 ,, 請好心告訴她的家人她的魂根本沒被招回 ,, [ 群 ]　（寧可信其有不可信其無(((我是幫傳的)))"

juz wat exactly r they trying to do?
wtf.
can they juz stop this kind of rumors which can really drive ppl crazy????
shut the fuck up.
wats wrong w all the ppl?

anyway, i found this too.
weilun's song.
http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=skybtwo&b=9&f=1271002007&p=2

i will write some lyrics for the song.
later.

Have to move on

after mourning for few days, i'm still kinda depressed.
however, i've decided to move on already. but no, i wun forget my little Angel. she will always b in my heart.
it's feels so tired n restless to b depressed.
i think the pain will b there for a long long time.
contradicting? u bet.
i'm pretty confused rite nw.
i really wan a new job to insert some excitment (spelling? no mood to spell check) into my stagnant life, yet, i tot that it might b good to hav a stagnant life. no changes, no suprise. i had enuff of them over the weekend. or shd i say, its a shock more than a suprise.
perhaps i need to search for my tranquil happiness rite nw.
enuff of insanity n crazy tots.
i'm really v tired already.
the incident really changed my views n tots on life.
drastically.
i'm nt really myself for the past few days.
perhaps it shd remain this way. will b a better person like this.
isn't it?
ok, i noe, i'm getting emotional again.
time to move on.

these r the neoprints we've taken on fri. MQ had been asking for it for the past few days.
*glare at MQ*
happy la.
hahaha
anyway, these crazy gals took 1 hr(again!!!) to take the prints, n i was sweating like a wild boar after the session.
some of the pix r blur, cos of the enlargments.






finally, i'm nt the oni one w a jumbo face.
mei mei was telling me that her face is so bloody big.
hee hee.
dats y i purposely hide behind mah.
doh!

给仙女天使的话

http://weilun.idv.tw/
http://tw.myblog.yahoo.com/weilun-info/

还没忘了你这么多天没见
可是我总想起你的声音在我耳边
今天心情好吗
是否不愉快
要一切都看得开
世界没有太坏
虽然不在你身边
我的心有一条线
连着你牵着你
好想你
想到愿意相信
我就闭上了眼睛
你在这里
别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
不要忘了吃饭
不管有多忙
不要忘了开车时候一定要往前看
其实我真的很快乐
有你一直守侯
一直走到了以后
都挽着你的手
虽然不在你身边
但我在你心里面
我愿意等着你
我好想你
想到不能呼吸
想到全身没力气
没有关系
你别忘记我们的约定
一直都在我心里
不管你在哪里
不要忘了我有多么爱你
我也一直在这里
别忘了我有多么爱你



伦伦，我知道你已经飞回天堂当你的天使了。
所以，我们不可以再伤心了。
我们一定会珍惜生命，好好地、努力地去追寻我们的梦。
我们会把你那份爱传给身边所有人。
你当了天使，一定要守护我们哦。
好了，不能再哭了。
我知道你也不想我们这样。
就这样了哦。
我们的仙女伦伦，再见了......
我永远永远都不会忘记你的。

谁说的？

谁说的？
谁说人死了就会到一个更好的地方？
谁。
说。
的。

玮伦啊......

你，真的走了吗？
到现在还是不能接受这个事实。
仿佛你还在，在努力地追求你的梦想，在努力地表演着。
昨天在电视看到你在王心凌的演唱会中的表演，我不禁笑了。你是那么地尽力演出。
好可爱.......
心突然抽了一下，接着泪水一直流。
因为，你已经不在了。
这不是真的吧？
你，真的走了吗？

<<生日快乐>>观后感

她深爱他。他也深深地爱着她。
她没有安全感。他也不能给她。
分分合合许多年，他们始终爱着对方，却又一再错过对方。
爱，不占有，会快乐吗？
爱，藏在心里，他知道吗？
这部电影的后劲很强。因为在走出戏院的那一刻，我的泪水还是不停地掉。
我问你 “如果你是小米，你会希望他们骗你一辈子，还是把事实告诉你？”
你对我说你请愿被骗一辈子，起码你会过得开心点。
或许，无知真的是幸福吧。我们何尝不总是找借口来逃避事实呢？
这部电影让我明白很多，也想了很多。
简单的爱也可以很厚实。
淡淡的爱也可以很深刻。
爱，不需要轰轰烈烈，也可以爱得很深。

“There is something which I care about everyday, but can only say it once a year. Happy Brithday.” ~ 小南to小米。

悼念许玮伦

你怎么就这样走了？
那么地突然......
那天看到你发生车祸的消息时，还以为是场闹剧。没想到，事情比我想象来得严重。他们说你伤得很重，重昏迷、脑水肿、瞳孔对光毫无反应。
我开始担心了，因为我知道，这样的情况并不乐观。
我和家人开始默默祈祷，希望你能度过难关。
你的粉丝更是在网上发起了万人祈福，还有很多人愿意把血捐出来，好让你早日康复。
但这一切都挽不回你宝贵的生命。
昨天的旁晚，你走了。
留下一群爱你的家人与朋友，走了。
而我就象失去了一个朋友一样，难过到不行。
为什么？为什么上天要把那么完美的你带走？
知道你的存在是在看<<青春六人行>>的时候。那时觉得你很可爱、很漂亮。后来，知道你和李威在一起时，很开心。你们两个还真配呢！
接着，便断断续续地看到你的消息。
你是那么努力地把工作作好，努力地充实自己。才华洋溢的你更是以新人的姿态入围了金钟奖。好棒哦。
“音乐气质美女”是大家给你的封号。我想你是当之无愧的。你弹得一手好钢琴，也把竖琴弹得那么地幽美动人。
那个时候的你是我们心中的完美天使。
后来，在<<桃色蛋白质>>知道你是个重情重义的好朋友、性格好爽的女孩。这更让我对你的欣赏加倍。
好久没有你的消息了。原本期待你下个作品，没想到，你却......
上天应该是要你去做更重要的事吧？所以才狠心地把完美的你带走。
可是，为什么它让你走的那么痛？
我在网上看了你车祸的报导，他们说，你的血溅湿了路牌，而汽车的气垫没打开，导致你头部受到严重撞击，连左颈也有被刺穿的痕迹......
上苍怎么可以让一个这么好的女孩那么痛苦地死去？？？？？
我不懂。我真的不懂。
感觉上，我象失去了好友。很难过，很伤心。
玮伦，谢谢你在有限的生命里带给我们希望与快乐。
是你让我们知道，原来在那时候，是有天使在人间的。
谢谢你用你的爱来照亮大家的生命。
有你这样一个朋友。原来是这么幸福的。你永远永远都会留在我们心中。
玮伦，一路好走......
再见了，我们的天使。

许玮伦
1978年11月13日 ~ 2007年1月28日

Good song

I'm simply crazy over this song

HAhahahahaha

i tell u, i laugh like mad.
enjoy.

Busy busy

yes yes. the FCC is finally over yesterday.
but wtf
CAF was nt here.
ta ma de. waste limpeh's effort.
u c, we were quite uptight abt his visit, so much so that we started planning n preparing a few mths ago.
i stopped everyone from taking leave, all come back n prepare. all my staff were so stressed up yesterday morning, all face black black.
n i had to run to the chinese herbal shop early in the morning, juz to buy a pkt of tang guei.
n we rushed n rushed, all ready, went to gombak w my staff, reached there at 12.
then.
wait
1pm, he's nt here.
wait.
2pm
nt here.
2.30pm, someone came n told me "eh, CAF left liao"
WHAT??????
do like mad, u tell he he left wout even coming down??????
i was so pissed la.
sigh.
n being the ppl they r, the unti nearly threw us out of the camp after they've utilised our effort n help.
wtf.
nxt time u beg me, i oso wun do.
i dun care whether u r the president or wat.
rot in hell.
sigh.

anyway, its friday!!!!
yay!
will b meeting my pals ltr for dinner n ktv *waves to YX,WK,MQ,mei mei*
lets hav fun babes!!!!
woo hoo!!

wish me luck for tmr.
i need to get a job to throw in letter here.
no more CAF or COA or watever business.
so so desperate to get the job.
grrhhhhhh.

Financial management

yes, S.H.E will b coming on sat for their concert at the indoor stadium.
n no, i'm nt going.
i noe i noe, put ur jaw back.
i so wanted to watch it. but well, i've decided to drop the idea, cos i need the cash for smth else.
then, they released the news few days ago, saying dat there will b a "top class" singer turning up as their special guest.
my sis n i were speculating.
jay? JJ? who?
n we totally forgotten abt her.
ladies n gentlemen, the special guest for S.H.E concert.
stephanie sun.
WTF.

i really, really want to watch it now.

ta ma de.

limpeh nv go then the guest so powerful la.

so pissed.

arghhhhhh.......

but i really need the money for my long long shopping list for nxt mth.

damn it. i need to go for financial management class again.

wth.

i wan to watch la................

sob sob...............

i realised dat i really hate to b where i am rite now.

work, i mean.

i hate to bootlick the CAF, hate the way they do things, hate they fact dat my bloody brain is growing n nursing worms rite now.

I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!

shd i tender after i get the PB?

let me think.

maybe.

I, Me, Myself

i'm impatient.
this is the conclusion abt my character. period.
i woke up early today to catch the bus early. n yes, i managed to reach the bus stop earlier than usual.
but no, i didnt reach office earlier. all thanks to the accident, n oso, my stupid character.
there was an unusual jam outside the bus stop today. i didnt take a closer look at the cause, it seemed to me dat there might b an accident in front.
nvm, nt my lane, so, guan wo pi shi.
i was reading w intense attention on the Man U report on my paper when i heard a bang.
double accident.
this moron suv wanted to do a U turn (in the middle of the road lor, is he mad or wat), end up banging into an approaching motorcycle. the motorcycle was pinned under the car (nt sure whether the driver is ok). everyone rushed to the scene to kaypo.
suprisingly, i didnt even move an inch.
cant b bothered.
scarly, i realised smth.
there is no traffic at the lane i was waiting for my bus.
weird?
i stood up n c
wtf.
the stupid suv is in the middle of 2 lanes. it totally blocked the lane of my 159, which is in my sight.
the 159 driver then releases everyone from the bus, asking them to take an alternate route. the ppl were so pissed, n they grumbled to us as they walked pass us "no bus liao, bus gana stuck"
oh man.
i looked at the super long jam on both lanes, n decided to cross the road, go to the other side to take a bus (which is approaching too, but in a snail speed cos of the jam) to tpy.
i managed to catch the bus n was happy.
for 2 seconds.
as i turned my head to look at the other side, i realised that the 159, which was previously stuck behind the suv, managed to "manoeuvre" itself out of the mess, n is heading towards the bus stop.
i shd hav waited.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........
the story dun end here.
apparently, there was a big big jam (braddell side. always jam) in front, n well, i was stuck in the same position for a good 15 mins.
if oni i've waited. i would hav reached amk already.
wtf.
i tot i was smart to change my route, i mean, since there is an issue, u hav to take alternatives rite?
wrong.
stupid me.
nw then i noe.
waiting is also a choice.
might nt b too bad either.
i muz remind myself to b patient nxt time.
stupid me.
bah.

Moody monday

the whole world is resigning.
wtf.
heard from teo that he's going to another cluster nxt mth.
oh man!
*wave wildly to teo* (i will remember the 4000 bucks per mth, dun worry)
so xian la.
with all the younger ppl leaving the company, i c no point staying w the "oldies" here.
SUPER XIAN!!
seemed like there will b a massive resign wave after our PB in Feb.
i may b one of them.
cant stand it already.
I NEED A NEW JOB!!!!!

anyway, smth happened during the weekend, affecting the mood of my clique tremendously.
pretty upset abt it.
so i've decided to make an exception this time.
for my buddy.
anything for u babe. anything.
w all my actions n moral support.
we will do anything to make u happy on ur big day.
promise.

Photos for the Hen's nite

alrite, i got the pix already.

so, tons of pics.

enjoy.

the birthday gal.

Dressing in action. the bride, S, our designer, A.

Here we go!!!!

S, going into the crowd, getting well wishes from them. beside her is C, the pimp queen.

1st guy to kiss S.

The 2nd guy whom S kissed happily. look at her happy face.

Booze time!!!! lim ah lim ah lim!!!!

This was actually an NG shot by D. Looks good though.

We forced WH to propose to S again. me, being the biggest kaypoh ever, sprung into action w the vc immediately.

WH: Will u marry me?

S: Dun wan leh. Where's my diamond ring???

WH: 钻石没有，人就有一大个，要不要？

S: sigh, anything la.

Mr & Mrs Low

After the whole episode, we were so tired.

lastly, let me present to u, the drunk hen.

hahaha.....

Super screw up / Hen's nite again!!!!

i totally screwed up yesterday......
bah.....
dun ask me wat. i will tell u at the end of feb.
meanwhile, let me dwell on it myself.

anyway, i'm down w a serious throat infection, which leaves me w a pretty sexy voice.
muz de-tox!!!!

nothing much to say though.
execpt the hen's nite on wednesday.
boy oh boy.
u will realise how deprived my frens were (opps).
as i hav mentioned in my previous entry, my fren, S, will b getting married nxt mth. so we held a hen's nite for her + bday celebration for M.
we had our dinner in the german restaurant at millenia walk. after a heavy dinner, we made S wear a big tag, w " i am getting married" on it.
n they dressed her up like the statue of liberity.
we made her walk downstairs, w the life band announcing her arrival.......
imagine the response.
the bar was v crowded, so, ya.
n our dear "pimp queen", C, managed to get 2 pretty charming guys to kiss S.
i tell u, my female frens were so so so impressed by the guys, they kept toking n drooling over them for the nxt 30 mins (to think dat all of them, except 1, is already "mrs" lor.....sigh......)
wat was i doing, u may ask.
i was holding the videocam, taking down all the actions.
wahahaha......
will post the photos once i get it.
meanwhile, back to work now.
i hate the army.

What is going on?

i'm sick.
down w serious inflammation of my throat, w a 2-in-1 package of blocked but runny nose.
wth.
heard a smth from J n F yesterday.
they told me dat they've broken up.
they both hav someone new now, but apparently, cant forget each other, so its like, still together thing.
wtf.
i told them "want means want, dun want means dun want. where got half half one"
they replied " aiya, u dun understand la"
pls, of cos i dun.
or shd i say, i do?
perhaps i really do.
n its nt a good feeling, trust me.
n its so so unfair to the other 2 parties whom r currently attached to them.
oh man.
u still feel for the person, work hard to get the person back.
dun give me the " i believe wat is urs will eventually b urs" crap.
it will nv b urs if u sit down there n wait.
the feeling will fade away eventually.
WORK for it!!!!
god damn it, i'm so pissed by those ppl whom leave it to fate.
go rot in lonely hell. ALONE.
serve u rite.
bah.
anyway, non of my biz.
i no eyes c liao.
still, since both of them were quite close to me in the past, i sort of feel upset for them.
trust me, i noe the feeling n it hurts badly.
let him/her go.


当你握着我
说还爱我的时候
我点点头心里更难过
或许到了这时候
你不该牵着我的手
当我拥着你
说“要幸福”的时候
你点点头我暗自伤痛
或许找不到借口
该让他伴随你左右
放手要说再见
我们还有没有明天？
还想看到你的笑脸
但却因为我而改变
放手要说再见
我们再不会有晴天
多想留在你身边
但却无法做些改变

wrote the above for them.
放手会更好过
trust me.

The rain

my back has been aching since last week. w the rain pouring down for the last 36 hrs, it is definitely nt doing any help.

i've hurt my back b4 in the past, and it definitely acts as a v accurate weather forcast after the various injuries.

alrite, i confess. i hurt my back in primary 6 when i was in swimming class, hurt it again in secondary sch while playing soccer (yes, i PLAY soccer), n hurt it AGAIN in a fight w an unreasonable brat a couple of yrs ago.

so, nw karma sets in for the joker whom is always looking for trouble.

i'm having "hong sip" nw.

the pain will cos me to hav sleepless nites.

n it has been like dat since last week.

lao lang si an ne kuan one.

dun laugh.

juz dun "pound" my back when u c me.

n the disaster cos by the rain doesnt stop here.

my mp3 is dead bcos of the rain. apparently, the rain "seep" into my bag, cosing a mini flood in my bag, wout me noticing it (ya la ya la, i'm dat careless).

n there goes my beloved mp3.

it has been w me for 2 yrs, n i am quite sendimental abt the issue (actually, its the tot of spending more money that make me tear.).
knnbccb.

the rain is a murderer. it killed my mp3.

n my money.

i accept your condolences.

bah.

No, it cannot b happening

went hunting for my Man U away kit yesterday.
guess wat?
all sold out. n stocks r nt coming in.
v demoralising eh?
juz when i feel so so so xian, HZ n i saw smth.
ladies n gentlemen, this is my Vday present.

heee....
i am so so so happy!!!!

thanks HZ!!!!
oh ya, i got myself a Man U poster as well.

yay!!!!

i'm a happy fan.

on an entirely diff note, my bro told me smth unbelievable last nite.

he won in his D&D singing competition last nite.

2nd place.

this is ridiculous. this kind of std oso can win.

my sis was telling me dat we can sneak into the co for the competition. sure win one.

nt we haolian. serious. my bro really dun hav any singing skills.

oh man.

maybe the stds for others were worse off, dats y.

oh man. i pity those whom were at the D&D. it muz b terrible listening to them.

hahaha. joke hor. dun curse me ah. ltr got karma i noe.

anyway, my bro got $250 (divided by 2, cos he say its a duet) for dat.

nw u noe y i feel so ridiculated.

hahahaha.

Very fierce meh?

someone told me i "sound" fierce in my previous post regarding the mandopop thingy.
yes meh?
fierce meh?
well, maybe i'm SERIOUS, but definitely nt fierce.
hav to protect smth i believe in mah.
aiyo, nw my staff is infusing me w cantopop.
all old old songs from she diao ying xiong zhuan n shen diao xia lu.
oh man.
sekali ltr gt shang hai tan.
"long ban (den den den), long lao (den den den)......"
hahahaha

anyway, i'm so stressed up buy the V day thingy now.
damn it.
seemed like my plan is too too complicated for the company to fulfill.
ahhh......
no time liao. sure flop.
shall c hw.

can u believe it. my staff juz told me she is a jacky cheung fan.
my oh my.
n she jio me go ktv.
hahahaha.
they r so funny.
now all of them singing to the song playing in the kitchen.
"ming ming bai bai wo de xin"
dun suspect. its jackie. nt jacky.
hahahaha.
i love low class mando n canto pop.
opps.

Yes, this type of people exist everywhere

i am somewhat in a v irritating mood today.
muz b the lousy dinner yesterday.
muz treat myself to good food n infuse myself w tremendous mandopop later.
meanwhile, take a look at this.
u cant believe ppl like this exist?
believe it.
http://www.thedubailife.com/index.php/main/blog/how_not_to_apply_for_a_job_in_dubai

Mandopop = no class????

I HAVE TO STRESS THAT WHATEVER I SAY BELOW IS NOT TARGETTING AT ANYONE OUT THERE WHAT-SO-EVER. IT SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN AS AN ATTACK TO ANY CULTURE OR PERSONAL PREFERENCE.

went to join my pals for dinner last nite.
n i found all 4 of them in a bridal shop.
aparrently, one of my good fren is getting married pretty soon, n still have nt decide on any wedding package yet (its complicated, i shall nt elaborate here).
i like the design of the gowns n stuff. v sleek n fresh.
gals shd go n take a look. its at bugis, tan quee lan street.
anyway, we went for dinner at the indulgz (beside the bridal shop) bistro.
ok la. food taste so so. maybe i ordered the wrong combi.
i had mushrooms for my starters, soup n main course.
the tot of cream of mushroom now makes me sick.
i'm going to stay away from it for some time.

we were discussing (gossiping) abt S's wedding prep giltch when one of my fren (music director for S's wedding) said smth.
"i wun put in mandarin songs. mandopop is low class (dun hav class)"
there were 5 secs of silence b4 i said "i beg to differ"

no, its nt ur fault to think it that way. in fact, it has been around for a while.
ever since i started listening to mandarin songs in secondary sch, i had been labelled as "untrendy freak". while the whole world was singing to mariah carey's hero, i'm singing 吻别 by jacky cheung.
u can say that i'm born to b a mandopop fan. i wun hav doubts abt dat.
i DO listen to eng songs. i noe the diff between the music played by bands from UK vs US, i listen to opera as well, i went for musicals, plays, n even symphony n orchestra.
i went piano recital even.
while i dun discriminate musical cultures from other sources, i hope others dun to it as well.
y is it a fact dat alot of ppl like = low class?
lesser ppl appreciates = high class???
why?
nt fair.
yes, i muz agree dat there r some trashy stuff recently from the mandopop industry (ppl spoil mkt, like the 闪亮三姐妹，黑色会妹妹, some trashy boybands, etc.), but to rate it low class totally freaks me out.
i mean, ang mos oso produce trashy stuff rite? they oso have lousy boybands, lousy singers, etc.
if u noe ur history well, opera singers used to b despised in the early days by the rich ppl. to them, opera is low class.
look wat happen now.
opera = high class.
my pt is, the effort put in to maintain the integrity of the music culture for mandopop is nt inferior to dat of other music.
so, y r u rating it as low class?
cos everyone likes it? many ppl noes it?
WHY????
i saw on this tok show few mths ago, an uncle criticised pop as 通俗文化, thus, hav no rights to ask for expensive tix price. oni things like opera, musical, etc can charge high price.
tons of ppl tot the same, isnt it?
通俗文化? but it is still 文化, isnt it?
y muz add 通俗 in front?
chinese culture evolved many many yrs ago. shdnt we, as chinese, support?
i mean, lets take an example. from the chao ah beng of mandopop, a jay chou song (low class enuff?).
can a freaking ang mo write THESE??????

雨下整夜
我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶
跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非
也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶
像诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写
把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

look at the lyrics the ang mos write.
enuff say.
i told u i'm nt going to criticise.

mandopop helps me relate things. mandopop helps me think. mandopop understands hw i feel. mandopop makes me a better person.
yes, u may say classical music (ang mo music) can do the same.
agree. (although it makes me sleep sometimes)
so, since both hav similar functions, y mandopop = low class?
cos they can relate?
forget it.
this can go on forever.
enuff already.
madopop is NOT low class, is juz nt ur cup of tea.
i tot i say enuff already.
maybe i'm juz a LOW CLASS person as well.
tsk.
ENUFF ALREADY.

No good no good

i'm having "morning sickness".
no. i'm nt pregnant, n will nv b. quit speculating.
i'm having migrane attacks early in the morning after i c the sun. n the pain will go away in late afternoon.
it has been like this for the past two days.
so pain now.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........

anyway, i managed to catch up w a long lost friend yesterday. tot of her suddenly, n i smsed her.
well, good move.
seems like we had telepathy. i always sms her when she needs someone to tok to.
apparently, she's going thru a rough patch in her life rite now.
her parents r getting divorce (yes, at this age. fyi, my fren is older than me.), the mum is staying w her currently. e relationship w her dad n sis soured as a result, now they r nt in contact anymore. n bcos of all the stress, she quarrel w her husband almost everyday.
sigh.
she always tells me dat she have a bitter life, n will b bitter forever.
i always stop her from saying dat. but dis time, i sort of agreed in my heart.
i feel sad for her.
we've known each other since secondary sch days. from then, i saw her went thru the most impossible things in life. abused by the dad, parents quarrel everyday, getting misunderstood by the whole world, boyfriends took her for granted n hit her.......
i stood by her all the way. nt thru all though. was having rough patch myself a few yrs back.
dat was when we broke contact.
was happy to noe dat she got married last yr. tot she found someone whom can stand by her, give her all the love n care she nv had b4.
wrong.
the matter got worse.
sigh.
i told her yesterday, dat she's a strong woman (apparently, she went thru all those nonsense, so, shd b strong), so these will mean nothing to her. she can make it. i'm sure.
still upset though. she deserved more. peace n love in her life, which is always lacking in her life.
may god bless her.

meeting some of my pals later.
seemed like one of my fren is breaking down due to her wedding prepartions.
aiyo, this is definately nt the 1st time i hear this kind of story.
get married, then break down during the prep.
so gan kor, dun gao yin la.
big deal.
if it were me, i'll bring my wife, fly to baharma, get married on our own.
u wan to come along, come. dun wan to come, go f off. i dun care.
its MY wedding.
y freak out bcos of other ppl.
bah.
easy said than done.
we shall c hw later.

I hate the public transport

wtf.
wake up so early for wat la.
the bus company muz think of a way to stop bus "clumping".
i waited for like 45 mins for 858 juz nw, while i can juz walk to my camp (i dun wan to get sweaty n all when i reach office).
fucking wrong choice.
i had even made it a point to wake up early today to catch an earlier bus.
tmd.
so pissed nw.
having a cluster headache nw.
damn painful.
nt enuff sleep i guess.
come to think of it, it maybe due to the medication i'm taking.
i was having a full blast sore throat over the weekend, so i went to the doc for some drugs.
he gave me a new type of antibiotics n pills for sore throat, w some beta-blockers for my nose.
contra-indication?
cos since i ate the cocktail, i had headaches everyday.
n i looked like a goldfish yesterday.
my eyes were swollen n bloodshot, w intense itch.
no thanks to the fact dat i ate some ginseng after my antibiotics (its in the dish la, hw the hell i noe).
super contra-indication.
grrhhhhhh

anyway, nothing much happened during the weekend.
except the fact that Man U won again.
heee....
I LOVE LARSSON & SOLSKJAER!!!!!!
i'm so so so excited after sols' goal, dat i jumped around like crazy, prompting my mum to rush out of the kitchen w a chopper (no joke).
duh.
pls let Man U win the trophies.
i wan to shuff it down drogba, makelele n ballack's arses.
dun ask me hw i do it.
i'm thinking of a plan.
hahaha

"u r my solskjaer, my oni solskjaer, u make me happy, when skies r blue....u nv noe dear, hw much i love u, pls don't take my solskjaer away....."
ole ole!!!

我只要你爱我

<<我只要你爱我>>
~苏有朋

把会唱的歌
都为你唱一遍
把你写来的信都深藏在我心
世界上的事不急着去了解
时间象小船会载我们去远方
他们说这样的梦想太简单不实际
可是我们手牵手誓言不放弃
他们说这样的爱太幼稚多阻碍
可是只有你了解我伤痛永远不走开
不管他们怎么说我只要你爱我
当阳光照耀大地 oh 朋友那么多
不管他们怎么说我只要你爱我
痛苦快乐和伤心我们一起渡过

Taiwan updates

ok.
HZ was making noise.
abt me nt including the pix of her fav dessert in tw.
here u go gal.
red bean soup w dumplings.
happy now?
n oso, i've load the clip of the fireworks at danshui on youtube.
here it is.

magnificant, rite?

生日快乐

我只能在每年的今天，勇敢地想念你......

生日快乐......

这就是寂寞

分开才是幸福
或许你会这样说
茫茫人海中
这才是寂寞
珍惜所谓的拥有
幸福好好地掌握
面对没结果的付出
我说这就是寂寞

原来爱情这么伤

i was telling my sis (b4 i went tw) dat this song is really nice.
she ignored me.
last nite she kept telling me its nice.
4 times.
knn.

<<原来爱情这么伤>>

我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想
我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方
原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱
只想变的坚强
强到能够去忘无所谓悲伤
只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样

Naruwan (part 2)

Day 4 (26/12)

we went to a strawberry farm early in the morning. it was a long long journey up yang ming shan. n we were lucky to find a cab to send us up n bring us down.

nt much "reward" though, cos one pair of sporeans was there b4 us.

blah.

we went beitou for hotspring bath after lunch.

e water was w sulphur smell. n man, it was hot!!!!!

but it was really worth all the trouble travelling down. it helps to relax the body after a day's shopping (day b4).
no, there will nt b any nude photos for u.

this is a NC 16 blog.

hahaha.
we went danshui after the hot bath.

well, due to the fact dat it is winter time, the sky turned dark at 4pm. so by the time we reached danshui, it was as if it is already 10pm (when it was oni like 7-8pm?)

kns.

so we tried our luck at various game stalls.

hahaha....n we actually won smth.
the auntie was freaking out when we managed to get some of the prizes.

so fun.

then we walked past a stall, , with a label saying "danshui hua shen" (the god of drawing in danshui).

so, we decided to give him a chance to draw a pic for us.

here it is.

u decide for urself whether he deserved his name.

juz as we were sitting down for the drawing, we felt the ground move.

yes. it was the EARTHQUAKE.

HZ n i were staring at each other when the artist told us to keep still.

such a scary experience.
we went bk to the hotel after dat.

we were so hungry, so we bought some food bk to our hotel.

this mee sua is damn tasty. the pork liver is cooked w ginger n sesame oil, w a tinge of wine. stock is added, followed by mee sua. wah.....drooling liao.....

while we were eating, we switched on the tv n focused on the news.
then we knew dat there was a big earthquake (biggest in 100 yrs) in pingtung. a family of 8 were trapped in the rubble. one of the son (father of 2) were dead, an 89 yr old ah mah was in hospital. one pair of twins n their mum were trapped too.

we were v v concerned. until HZ waited for the news (until around 1am) till the pair of twins n their mum were out. however, the mum was dead when she's out. it seemed dat she used her body to shield her son from the concrete.
we were v sad. the feeling cannot b described. cos we were in the same area (although nt near) at the same time, feeling the same thing, we feel for them. esp for the 89 yr-old ah mah whom survived the ordeal but lost 2 children.

v sad.

Day 5 (27/12)

nt happy w the nite view of danshui, we went to danshui again.
this ice cream is super duper big rite????

hee...

we went fisherman's warft (yu ren ma tou) after dat.

nothing much to c, except the river n a bridge.

but well, quite beautiful actually. suitable 4 couples.

it took HZ like 10 mins to take this pix.

but it took me 1 shot to take this.

i am a talented photographer.

hahaha...........

we went wufenpu after dat. i tell u, i've nv seen so many shops in my life b4. we shopped for around 2hrs (non-stop hor) for scarfs n jackets (weather forcast in tw said dat temp will lower to 11 degrees celcius). we were dead beat after dat. no photos, cos both of us were busy shopping (yes, u heard me rite, i shop too)

so, to reward ourselves, we went 4 a superb dinner at this steamboat restaurant the soup is made from cane sugar n shellfish (la ah). it was damn sweet n nice!!!!
retreated to hotel after dat.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Day 6 (28/12)

went sun yat san memorial hall (guo fu ji nian guan) the nxt day.

as u can c, it was raining dat day, n it was really cold.

n we can c taipei 101 from here.

look look, this is the "IOU" the bloody ang mo signed in the Qing dynasty. yes, they owe us money. chinese rules.

we were lucky to witness the handing over of guard duties as we were leaving.

serious stuff.

due to the bloody weather, we cant go anywhere. so we headed to cheng pin bookstore (one whole building lor, nt store oni hor) to get some books n cds.

n i saw this in the toilet.

super high tech rite????

hahaha.....so sua ku......the buttons actually "help" u to lift up the toilet cover, diff types of flushes available too.....

i saw this ad in the mrt, n i tot i shd share this w all of u.

i muz say dat they r really creative.

we went to watch shang cheng (movie by tony leung n jin cheng wu) at warner veeshow. wah seh, e tix r so ex la. 2 of us watch, tix cost 520 bucks. knn.

but the show is nice. somemore its in cantonese. swee.

went to zhongxiao for dinner.

the mala hotpot is said to b traditional szechuan stuff. w charcoal somemore.

end up so disappointing. i was expecting hot n spicy stuff, but well, i cant taste anything but salty-ness.

blah.

the duck blood curds (mala ya xie) were nice though.

Day 7 (29/12)

yes la yes la, as u can c, we went danshui again. i need to buy some stuff 4 one of my fren la, so dun say me already la.

we enjoyed ourselves w all the games again la. play until my hands so pain la. dat HZ xiao one. keep asking me to play again. xiao cha bor.

n by dat day, we were having sore throat already, so we helped ourselves w the famous bitter tea (ku cha) of tw. it is brewed w alot of medicine n herbs. good for cooling. i tell u, it was so so so bitter la. look at my face.

i went for the lu wei (braised pig organs) at a ulu end of the street, whereby we sat on the drain (yes, w the drain smell), chipped walls, filthy environment.......HZ was freaking out when i told her i wan to eat these.

eh, they taste so nice ok......i really dunno hw they did it.

it is nice la.

minus the environment la.

we went mirama shopping centre after dat (for e big ferris wheel, enuff shopping already).

n we went gong guan for makan after dat.

this is wat they called the "guan dong zhu" (lok lok). those fish ball, fish cake, chikuwa, etc, cooked in veg stock. it was really yummy!!!!

then we had dessert.

ladies, the famous strawberry ice w milk (cao mei niu nai bing) n a glass of papaya milk.
the strawberries were so so SWEET!!!!!! machiam sugar w strawberry flavour.

no kidding. all muz come during winter n try this.

but its too big a plate. HZ n i struggled to finish it. end up we oni ate the strawberries.

too full already.

however, i did feast on my chix backside when i pass by the stalls near our hotel.

i ate a record of 30 chix backside for the whole of 10 days in tw (this means dat i killed 30 chix in the process).

hee. w tw beer too.

nice.

Day 8 (30/12)

we went gong guan in the afternoon (ya la, again) for mala hotpot.
due to the previous experience, i had low expectations of the pot.
big mistake.

it is v v v v v spicy la. i felt dizzy 10 mins after eating. oh man, wan limpeh to die la.
went wufenpu (again) for more shopping (yes, u got me rite. i shop too).
i tell u, HZ is the shopping goddess.
period.
she bought 4 skirts/dress, 5 blouses, 6 bags, 1 sweater.
look at her zhan li pin.

woohoo!!!!
champion.

Day 9 (31/12)

we went for our bfast in our fav bfast stall.

yum yum.
i had a bagel w cream cheese, a milk tea, n a omelette w pork chop, while HZ had her prawn roll crossiant.

yum.
we went bk to simending again, juz to get the "yr end mood".
wah seh, it was really crowded man.
full of youngsters. the policemen were every where.
walked for a while, went bk to the hotel to rest n pack, then off for dinner again.
we went for an expensive meal of jap BBQ.good quality beef, ox tongue, pork, chix, veg....
v v worth the money.



v nice.
then we set off for danshui for countdown.
we reached danshui at around 10pm. from then, the fireworks were already going wild.
continuously for 2.5hrs. non stop.
after some games, HZ n i sat down by the river to watch the fireworks.

the fireworks r really beautiful n close. i cant take any photos of e fireworks (my timing v bad), however, i've recorded it in my cam.
ask me for it if u wan 2 c it.
this countdown was special for me.
hav ever dream of holding the hands of ur loved one, stroll along the river, w music in the air (nt movie hor), breeze, n beautiful fireworks.......
i experienced it myself. in life. on that day. at that moment.
the best countdown of my life.

Day 10 (1/1/07)







we woke up at 4.30am, ate light bfast, n set off for spore.
look at HZ's luggage. overweight by 3kg.
gana warned by the staff.
haha
look at the diff between mine n hers.
mine is blue, hers is yellow (sponge bob)



reached hm at around 3pm.
slept the whole day.
blah.................

juz as i finish blogging, my bro (in thailand) sent me this mms.

knn, super funny.