X Japan

i muz say i am not a die hard fan of x japan.
i came across their music in 1998, when they were about to disband.
i heard their last song, forever love, on ch 8's 红白歌唱大赛. it was a jap prog, whereby all the big shots will partcipate in every yr to compete w each other.
x japan was invited bcos they will b disbanding, n apparently, that was their last performance as a band.
i saw this "uncle" (w long hair n abit fat) w tears on his face, trying to sing on top of his voice.
i was stunned.
those tears.
i felt their love for the band, their love for music.
i was so touched by the song, by their performance.
they reminded me of Beyond.
i was so touched that i rem myself tearing a little after the performance.
i rem celebrities like SMAP oso cried after the song.

so touched, i went to grab their cd at music junction the nxt day after class(poly).
i fell in love w their music.
i like the way they present themselves.
i love every song they sang.

juz when i was telling my frens about them, tragedy strikes.
Hide, the bassist of x japan committed suicide in his own home by hanging himself.
it was said dat he cant accept the fact that the band is disbanding. there were oso rumors abt him playing a joke on his girlfren, whereby the joke turns out to b a tragedy.
well, whatever it was, he's dead.
it has been 10 yrs since he died (this mth is his death anni)
saw this mv on the mtv channel, which was suppose to act as a rememberance for him.
i ending up crying again in front of the tv.
somehow or rather, a person will oni b appreciated after he/she is gone.
what a cruel life.

so, here.
this is their last concert, last song as x japan.
forever love.



mou hitori de arukenai 已经不能独立支撑下去了
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite 时代的风暴实在过于强劲
AH... kizu tsuku koto nante Ah　本已习惯
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa 承受伤痛

AH... kono mama dakishimete Ah　就这样的拥抱
nureta mama no kokoro wo 被泪浸透的心
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni 在不停变更的时代里
kawaranai ai ga aru nara 若有永恒的爱

WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART
namida... uketomete 请替我擦干眼泪
mou... kowaresou na ALL MY HEART 伤透了我的心

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru omoi dake ga 许多梦想
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu 激烈痛切的把时间掩埋
OH! TELL ME WHY
ALL I SEE IS BLUE IN MY HEART

WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made 随著掠过的风
mata... afuredasu ALL MY TEARS 溢出我所有的眼泪

* FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kono mama soba ni ite 就这样的留在我的身边
yoake ni, furueru, kokoro wo dakishimete 请拥抱这颗 因黎明而颤抖的心

OH! STAY WITH ME

AH... subete ga owareba ii Ah 让一切都结束吧
owari no nai kono yoru ni 在这漫长的夜里
AH... ushinau mono nante Ah 失去什么都好
nanimo nai anata dake 没关系只要有你

* repeat

AH... WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made 风略过去了
mou dare yori mo soba ni 只希望有你在声旁

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kore ijou arukenai 已经不能再支撑下去了
OH! TELL ME WHY, OH! TELL ME TRUE
oshiete ikiru imi wo 让我知道生存的真谛

FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru namida no naka 溢出的泪水中
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made 光辉的季节永远不变

FOREVER LOVE...

Edited: Hide was a guitarist, nt bassist. n this yr is his 9th anni, nt 10th. c, i said i wasnt a die hard fan......