woo hoo!!
24 hrs ltr, i'll b on the plane now, on my way to HK.
HZ n i decide nt to go macau already.
1stly, it takes up 2hrs of travelling time, 2ndly, there r really nothing there for us to go for (except gu ji, gu ji, gu ji. hahahaha), n 3rdly, i'm totally pissed by the cost of doing a bungy there.
sucked.
anyway, our motive for this trip is to relax n walk around. n for me, an additional motive (visit KK's grave).
so it makes no diff whether we go macau or nt.
so ya.
i'll b in HK tmr. coming bk on 2nd June midnite.
make sure u gals miss me ah.
hahaha....
ciao.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
会有那么一天
juz heard a song on the radio. the song by JJ.
reminded me of someone.
tears in my eyes now.
i missed my ah mah.
me, being the eldest grandchild of hers, she used to dote on me.
i will always remember those trishaw trips w her, hw she brought be around to tekka mkt to buy stuff, hw we went around for good food.
yes, i'm such a food guru nw bcos of my ah mah.
she tot me hw to eat well n enjoy life.
hw i missed her.
i still owe her a bowl of wanton mee. i promised to get it for her b4 she fell really ill.
sorry ah mah.
both my grandparents were from china. they came to spore after the war (i think).
my ye ye (grandpa) was a veg seller then.
n he noticed this lady everytime he went to the veg supplier to gt some stock. she was alone, collecting big baskets of veg. n he tot "wow, this lady is something". ltr he found out that the lady was the adopted daughter of an auntie whom sold veg nearby.
there came one day, when the basket was too heavy for the lady to carry.
my ye ye went to her, n told her "let me help u". the lady smiled n nodded.
this is hw my grandparents know each other. :)
initially, my great grandparents objected to the idea of my ye ye seeing my ah mah, due to the fact that my ye ye was a teochew, my ah mah was a cantonese.
u noe la, those olden times.
but my ye ye persisted. after much persuation, my great grandparents gave in n my ye ye finally gt to marry his dream girl.
they were still v much in love even after so many years.
i can still rem hw my ah mah used to pull my ye ye's ears when he accused her of spending his hard earned money on expensive food.
i will always laugh when i saw it. (i was like 5yrs old then)
many years past, n they gt ill.
in order to take care of both of them, we have to separate them. my family took care of my ah mah initially.
i still rem that she loved to hear our encouragements when she can stand up by herself.
it was then i promised to buy wanton mee for her.
then she went to my 2nd aunt's place cos her hse is bigger. n no, i didnt buy wanton mee for her.
after that, my ye ye gt a stroke, n moved into our hse.
few yrs passed.
my ye ye was moved to a home as he needed more medical attention, which we cant provide in our hse.
he passed away a few yrs ltr.
b4 he go, he wanted my uncle (a pastor) to help him gt baptize.
t was a weird request as my grandpa was a devoted buddist then.
my dad told me that my ye ye said smth to my uncle b4 he gt baptized.
"please ask God to save my wife" he said.
during the last day of my ye ye's funneral wake, my aunts decided to tell my ah mah the news, bringing her to the wake to c my ye ye for the last time.
i will nv nv nv, in my life, forget watever i saw that day.
NEVER.
apparently, my ah mah was quite smart (although she had dementia). i saw her looking at the ground once she reached the wake site. i think she noes.
she refused to open her eyes when we carried her (she cant walk then, was on the wheelchair) to take a last look at my ye ye. tears flowed down her closed eyes.
then my mum whispered to her smth.
she opened her eyes. took a last look, n turned away.
her eyes remained closed as we wheeled her away towards the ambulance (to bring her back to the hospital).
i cant do anything after that.
ah mah is so devastated. n i can feel it.
i asked my mum, what she said to her.
"if u dun open ur eyes nw, u will nv c him again" she told my ah mah.
my ah mah passed away a few weeks ltr.
i think she's too upset abt it.
my ye ye told her b4, that if he pass on b4 her, he will come bk n take her w him, cos he knew that my ah mah cant live wout him, n he will b worried for her.
they r rite there in heaven now, having each other's company, enjoying time together. wout all the pain n agony caused by the stupid illness.
bcos of them, i sincerly believe that there r still true love in this world.
ah mah, ye ye, thank u for doting on us when u were here.
i really missed u so much.
林俊杰-<<会有那么一天>>
一九四三世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多
他们感情很深
但是爷爷身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你
夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼
握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流轻声说道
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你
reminded me of someone.
tears in my eyes now.
i missed my ah mah.
me, being the eldest grandchild of hers, she used to dote on me.
i will always remember those trishaw trips w her, hw she brought be around to tekka mkt to buy stuff, hw we went around for good food.
yes, i'm such a food guru nw bcos of my ah mah.
she tot me hw to eat well n enjoy life.
hw i missed her.
i still owe her a bowl of wanton mee. i promised to get it for her b4 she fell really ill.
sorry ah mah.
both my grandparents were from china. they came to spore after the war (i think).
my ye ye (grandpa) was a veg seller then.
n he noticed this lady everytime he went to the veg supplier to gt some stock. she was alone, collecting big baskets of veg. n he tot "wow, this lady is something". ltr he found out that the lady was the adopted daughter of an auntie whom sold veg nearby.
there came one day, when the basket was too heavy for the lady to carry.
my ye ye went to her, n told her "let me help u". the lady smiled n nodded.
this is hw my grandparents know each other. :)
initially, my great grandparents objected to the idea of my ye ye seeing my ah mah, due to the fact that my ye ye was a teochew, my ah mah was a cantonese.
u noe la, those olden times.
but my ye ye persisted. after much persuation, my great grandparents gave in n my ye ye finally gt to marry his dream girl.
they were still v much in love even after so many years.
i can still rem hw my ah mah used to pull my ye ye's ears when he accused her of spending his hard earned money on expensive food.
i will always laugh when i saw it. (i was like 5yrs old then)
many years past, n they gt ill.
in order to take care of both of them, we have to separate them. my family took care of my ah mah initially.
i still rem that she loved to hear our encouragements when she can stand up by herself.
it was then i promised to buy wanton mee for her.
then she went to my 2nd aunt's place cos her hse is bigger. n no, i didnt buy wanton mee for her.
after that, my ye ye gt a stroke, n moved into our hse.
few yrs passed.
my ye ye was moved to a home as he needed more medical attention, which we cant provide in our hse.
he passed away a few yrs ltr.
b4 he go, he wanted my uncle (a pastor) to help him gt baptize.
t was a weird request as my grandpa was a devoted buddist then.
my dad told me that my ye ye said smth to my uncle b4 he gt baptized.
"please ask God to save my wife" he said.
during the last day of my ye ye's funneral wake, my aunts decided to tell my ah mah the news, bringing her to the wake to c my ye ye for the last time.
i will nv nv nv, in my life, forget watever i saw that day.
NEVER.
apparently, my ah mah was quite smart (although she had dementia). i saw her looking at the ground once she reached the wake site. i think she noes.
she refused to open her eyes when we carried her (she cant walk then, was on the wheelchair) to take a last look at my ye ye. tears flowed down her closed eyes.
then my mum whispered to her smth.
she opened her eyes. took a last look, n turned away.
her eyes remained closed as we wheeled her away towards the ambulance (to bring her back to the hospital).
i cant do anything after that.
ah mah is so devastated. n i can feel it.
i asked my mum, what she said to her.
"if u dun open ur eyes nw, u will nv c him again" she told my ah mah.
my ah mah passed away a few weeks ltr.
i think she's too upset abt it.
my ye ye told her b4, that if he pass on b4 her, he will come bk n take her w him, cos he knew that my ah mah cant live wout him, n he will b worried for her.
they r rite there in heaven now, having each other's company, enjoying time together. wout all the pain n agony caused by the stupid illness.
bcos of them, i sincerly believe that there r still true love in this world.
ah mah, ye ye, thank u for doting on us when u were here.
i really missed u so much.
林俊杰-<<会有那么一天>>
一九四三世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多
他们感情很深
但是爷爷身负重任
就在离乡的那夜
给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你
夕阳西下鸟儿回家
阿嬷躺在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫
眼神却很温柔
看著爷爷湿透的眼
握著他粗糙的手
阿嬷的泪水开始流轻声说道
我要离去别再哭泣
不要伤心请你相信我
要等待我的爱陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天
我们牵著手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音
听我说声我爱你
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Anger management. Do u need it?
was toking on the phone last nite w someone whom told me that she couldnt control her anger towards her brother.
then i realised, i'm nt that bad afterall.
yes, i'm famous to hav a pretty bad temper. but i seldom flare up.
at the most, i'll give a black face n tok loudly.
i can oni rem once, in my life, that i really went crazy.
it was my bro, if u guessed it.
it was abt a com thingy. small issue.
but the nonsense kept coming n i decided that enuff was enuff.
i would hav beaten him up if my dad did nt intervene.
i'm still angry when i tot of it nw.
fuck.
but i think that was it.
the oni time i blew my top, which to my mum, was insanity + beastly behaviour.
watever.
i'm always nt normal in their eyes.
i freaked out after that incident.
cos i really cant cntrl myself when it happened.
i felt the world spinning, my limbs became numb, followed by uncontrolled spasms.
i cant even walk or lift my hands.
it was as if the hands n legs dun belong to me.
i cnt cntrl them.
i went to the doc n told him abt the symptoms (they sound like stroke to me)
he told me that it was normal, cos i was really angry, the signals to my brain were disrupted.
he even told me a story, juz to teach me hw to curb my anger.
things were better after that, although i'm still pretty grouchy sometimes.
juz rem to keep quiet when u r really angry. this will prevent u from saying anything that will hurt ur loved ones.
juz gt out of the place n cool down.
y am i harping of much on it?
cos someone juz told me smth, which worries me a great deal.
i hope everything will b ok for her.
take care, gal.
then i realised, i'm nt that bad afterall.
yes, i'm famous to hav a pretty bad temper. but i seldom flare up.
at the most, i'll give a black face n tok loudly.
i can oni rem once, in my life, that i really went crazy.
it was my bro, if u guessed it.
it was abt a com thingy. small issue.
but the nonsense kept coming n i decided that enuff was enuff.
i would hav beaten him up if my dad did nt intervene.
i'm still angry when i tot of it nw.
fuck.
but i think that was it.
the oni time i blew my top, which to my mum, was insanity + beastly behaviour.
watever.
i'm always nt normal in their eyes.
i freaked out after that incident.
cos i really cant cntrl myself when it happened.
i felt the world spinning, my limbs became numb, followed by uncontrolled spasms.
i cant even walk or lift my hands.
it was as if the hands n legs dun belong to me.
i cnt cntrl them.
i went to the doc n told him abt the symptoms (they sound like stroke to me)
he told me that it was normal, cos i was really angry, the signals to my brain were disrupted.
he even told me a story, juz to teach me hw to curb my anger.
things were better after that, although i'm still pretty grouchy sometimes.
juz rem to keep quiet when u r really angry. this will prevent u from saying anything that will hurt ur loved ones.
juz gt out of the place n cool down.
y am i harping of much on it?
cos someone juz told me smth, which worries me a great deal.
i hope everything will b ok for her.
take care, gal.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
香水有毒
i heard this song on the radio last week.
power.
the lyrics is damn powerful.
i duno where the singer is from (my guess is china. u shd noe y).
anyway, here's the song.
<<香水有毒>>
歌手：胡杨林
我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会
power.
the lyrics is damn powerful.
i duno where the singer is from (my guess is china. u shd noe y).
anyway, here's the song.
<<香水有毒>>
歌手：胡杨林
我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会
Monday, May 21, 2007
Craby crab
HZ n i planned this 1 week ago.
yes, we craved for crab like hell.
so, i suggested to go for the famous crab beehoon in tpy.
we went yesterday (yes, oni 2 of us), ordered a butter crab, n of cos, the crab beehoon.
n 5 mantous.
this is the butter crab.
the sauce is cooked w butter, curry leaves and some spices.
dip ur mantou into the sauce, n u will ask for more.
the order is followed by the famous crab beehoon. in claypot.
look at it
super big pot!!!
the soup is flavourful w the essence of crab in it.
very nice.
n the crab, as u can c, is huge.
it was the 1st time in my life i ate the "gong" n say "i dun wan to eat crab liao"
was it me or wat?
i felt that the dish is over rated.
dun get me wrong, it was really really nice.
but by the end of the meal, i felt quite "sick", in the sense that i felt that my meal was too "milky".
maybe i shdnt order the butter crab?
n oso, i dun like the "thick" beehoon (laksa beehoon) they used for the dish.
hmmmm......it was me, wasnt it?
anyway, still worth a try.
oh, did i tell u the price?
i paid $75 for the meal.
w 2 drinks.
yes, 75 bucks.
u decide whether it's worth.
to me, its pretty ok.
i wun go back for the beehoon though.
but i still want the dry one.
maybe i shd go to sin huat, where seetoh brought anthony for the dry crab beehoon.
its in geylang anyway.
n i heard that it really cost a bomb. juz for the beehoon.
i still wan to try it though.
any takers?
i wan dry one ah. *wink at HZ*
yes, we craved for crab like hell.
so, i suggested to go for the famous crab beehoon in tpy.
we went yesterday (yes, oni 2 of us), ordered a butter crab, n of cos, the crab beehoon.
n 5 mantous.
this is the butter crab.
the sauce is cooked w butter, curry leaves and some spices.
dip ur mantou into the sauce, n u will ask for more.
the order is followed by the famous crab beehoon. in claypot.
look at itsuper big pot!!!
the soup is flavourful w the essence of crab in it.very nice.
n the crab, as u can c, is huge.
it was the 1st time in my life i ate the "gong" n say "i dun wan to eat crab liao"
was it me or wat?
i felt that the dish is over rated.
dun get me wrong, it was really really nice.
but by the end of the meal, i felt quite "sick", in the sense that i felt that my meal was too "milky".
maybe i shdnt order the butter crab?
n oso, i dun like the "thick" beehoon (laksa beehoon) they used for the dish.
hmmmm......it was me, wasnt it?
anyway, still worth a try.
oh, did i tell u the price?
i paid $75 for the meal.
w 2 drinks.
yes, 75 bucks.
u decide whether it's worth.
to me, its pretty ok.
i wun go back for the beehoon though.
but i still want the dry one.
maybe i shd go to sin huat, where seetoh brought anthony for the dry crab beehoon.
its in geylang anyway.
n i heard that it really cost a bomb. juz for the beehoon.
i still wan to try it though.
any takers?
i wan dry one ah. *wink at HZ*
追
someone told me she liked the song.
but duno wat the lyrics means.
here u r.
i noe u will love it more.
<<追>>
这一生也在进取
这分钟却挂念谁
我会说是唯独你不可失去
好风光似幻似虚
谁明人生乐趣
我会说为情为爱仍然是对
谁比你重要
成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要
狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧
一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多麽可笑
你是真正目标
一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少
ha......
有了你即使平凡却最重要
好光阴纵没太多
一分钟又如何
会与你共同渡过都不枉过
疯恋多错误更多
如能从新做过
我会说愿能为你提前做错
一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多麽可笑
你是真正目标
一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少
h a......
只得你会叫我彷佛人群里最重要
有了你即使沈睡了
也在笑
but duno wat the lyrics means.
here u r.
i noe u will love it more.
<<追>>
这一生也在进取
这分钟却挂念谁
我会说是唯独你不可失去
好风光似幻似虚
谁明人生乐趣
我会说为情为爱仍然是对
谁比你重要
成功了败了也完全无重要
谁比你重要
狂风与暴雨都因你燃烧
一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多麽可笑
你是真正目标
一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少
ha......
有了你即使平凡却最重要
好光阴纵没太多
一分钟又如何
会与你共同渡过都不枉过
疯恋多错误更多
如能从新做过
我会说愿能为你提前做错
一追再追
只想追赶生命里一分一秒
原来多麽可笑
你是真正目标
一追再追
追踪一些生活最基本需要
原来早不缺少
h a......
只得你会叫我彷佛人群里最重要
有了你即使沈睡了
也在笑
幸福的味道
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在一大早牵着你的手，跑到巷子里去买刚出炉的面包的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在雨中和你撑着伞，雨打在马路上的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在茫茫人海中你香水的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在无人的海滩，和你吹着海风的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
你，闻到了没？
在一大早牵着你的手，跑到巷子里去买刚出炉的面包的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在雨中和你撑着伞，雨打在马路上的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在茫茫人海中你香水的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
在无人的海滩，和你吹着海风的味道......
我闻到幸福的味道.......
你，闻到了没？
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Deal or no deal???
deal ur head.
i'll b despised (spelling?) for 1 week.
watched the game show "deal or no deal" last nite w my sis.
so high.
haha.
me n my sis choose one case each, thinking it contained big money.
of cos, i will definitely choose my "13". n i said i die oso wun change. no deal.
the "high" part came when the case was abt to b opened, i shouted "big money!!!"
sekali......
"$1".
my sis n i bursted into monsterous laughter.
cant stop laughing.
n for the whole of the show, my sis kept telling me "tsk tsk tsk, 1 dolla, so cheap"
n i felt cheap as well.
darn it.
1 dolla la.
na beh.
so our deal is the one whom gt the highest amt of money will laugh at the one whom had the lowest amt.
so, i'll b suaned for the rest of the week.
nvm, i dun believe i'll b so suay nxt week.
deal or no deal?
deal ur head.
i'll b despised (spelling?) for 1 week.
watched the game show "deal or no deal" last nite w my sis.
so high.
haha.
me n my sis choose one case each, thinking it contained big money.
of cos, i will definitely choose my "13". n i said i die oso wun change. no deal.
the "high" part came when the case was abt to b opened, i shouted "big money!!!"
sekali......
"$1".
my sis n i bursted into monsterous laughter.
cant stop laughing.
n for the whole of the show, my sis kept telling me "tsk tsk tsk, 1 dolla, so cheap"
n i felt cheap as well.
darn it.
1 dolla la.
na beh.
so our deal is the one whom gt the highest amt of money will laugh at the one whom had the lowest amt.
so, i'll b suaned for the rest of the week.
nvm, i dun believe i'll b so suay nxt week.
deal or no deal?
deal ur head.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
X Japan
i muz say i am not a die hard fan of x japan.
i came across their music in 1998, when they were about to disband.
i heard their last song, forever love, on ch 8's 红白歌唱大赛. it was a jap prog, whereby all the big shots will partcipate in every yr to compete w each other.
x japan was invited bcos they will b disbanding, n apparently, that was their last performance as a band.
i saw this "uncle" (w long hair n abit fat) w tears on his face, trying to sing on top of his voice.
i was stunned.
those tears.
i felt their love for the band, their love for music.
i was so touched by the song, by their performance.
they reminded me of Beyond.
i was so touched that i rem myself tearing a little after the performance.
i rem celebrities like SMAP oso cried after the song.
so touched, i went to grab their cd at music junction the nxt day after class(poly).
i fell in love w their music.
i like the way they present themselves.
i love every song they sang.
juz when i was telling my frens about them, tragedy strikes.
Hide, the bassist of x japan committed suicide in his own home by hanging himself.
it was said dat he cant accept the fact that the band is disbanding. there were oso rumors abt him playing a joke on his girlfren, whereby the joke turns out to b a tragedy.
well, whatever it was, he's dead.
it has been 10 yrs since he died (this mth is his death anni)
saw this mv on the mtv channel, which was suppose to act as a rememberance for him.
i ending up crying again in front of the tv.
somehow or rather, a person will oni b appreciated after he/she is gone.
what a cruel life.
so, here.
this is their last concert, last song as x japan.
forever love.
mou hitori de arukenai 已经不能独立支撑下去了
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite 时代的风暴实在过于强劲
AH... kizu tsuku koto nante Ah 本已习惯
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa 承受伤痛
AH... kono mama dakishimete Ah 就这样的拥抱
nureta mama no kokoro wo 被泪浸透的心
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni 在不停变更的时代里
kawaranai ai ga aru nara 若有永恒的爱
WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART
namida... uketomete 请替我擦干眼泪
mou... kowaresou na ALL MY HEART 伤透了我的心
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru omoi dake ga 许多梦想
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu 激烈痛切的把时间掩埋
OH! TELL ME WHY
ALL I SEE IS BLUE IN MY HEART
WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made 随著掠过的风
mata... afuredasu ALL MY TEARS 溢出我所有的眼泪
* FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kono mama soba ni ite 就这样的留在我的身边
yoake ni, furueru, kokoro wo dakishimete 请拥抱这颗 因黎明而颤抖的心
OH! STAY WITH ME
AH... subete ga owareba ii Ah 让一切都结束吧
owari no nai kono yoru ni 在这漫长的夜里
AH... ushinau mono nante Ah 失去什么都好
nanimo nai anata dake 没关系只要有你
* repeat
AH... WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made 风略过去了
mou dare yori mo soba ni 只希望有你在声旁
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kore ijou arukenai 已经不能再支撑下去了
OH! TELL ME WHY, OH! TELL ME TRUE
oshiete ikiru imi wo 让我知道生存的真谛
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru namida no naka 溢出的泪水中
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made 光辉的季节永远不变
FOREVER LOVE...
Edited: Hide was a guitarist, nt bassist. n this yr is his 9th anni, nt 10th. c, i said i wasnt a die hard fan......
i came across their music in 1998, when they were about to disband.
i heard their last song, forever love, on ch 8's 红白歌唱大赛. it was a jap prog, whereby all the big shots will partcipate in every yr to compete w each other.
x japan was invited bcos they will b disbanding, n apparently, that was their last performance as a band.
i saw this "uncle" (w long hair n abit fat) w tears on his face, trying to sing on top of his voice.
i was stunned.
those tears.
i felt their love for the band, their love for music.
i was so touched by the song, by their performance.
they reminded me of Beyond.
i was so touched that i rem myself tearing a little after the performance.
i rem celebrities like SMAP oso cried after the song.
so touched, i went to grab their cd at music junction the nxt day after class(poly).
i fell in love w their music.
i like the way they present themselves.
i love every song they sang.
juz when i was telling my frens about them, tragedy strikes.
Hide, the bassist of x japan committed suicide in his own home by hanging himself.
it was said dat he cant accept the fact that the band is disbanding. there were oso rumors abt him playing a joke on his girlfren, whereby the joke turns out to b a tragedy.
well, whatever it was, he's dead.
it has been 10 yrs since he died (this mth is his death anni)
saw this mv on the mtv channel, which was suppose to act as a rememberance for him.
i ending up crying again in front of the tv.
somehow or rather, a person will oni b appreciated after he/she is gone.
what a cruel life.
so, here.
this is their last concert, last song as x japan.
forever love.
mou hitori de arukenai 已经不能独立支撑下去了
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite 时代的风暴实在过于强劲
AH... kizu tsuku koto nante Ah 本已习惯
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa 承受伤痛
AH... kono mama dakishimete Ah 就这样的拥抱
nureta mama no kokoro wo 被泪浸透的心
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni 在不停变更的时代里
kawaranai ai ga aru nara 若有永恒的爱
WILL YOU HOLD MY HEART
namida... uketomete 请替我擦干眼泪
mou... kowaresou na ALL MY HEART 伤透了我的心
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru omoi dake ga 许多梦想
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu 激烈痛切的把时间掩埋
OH! TELL ME WHY
ALL I SEE IS BLUE IN MY HEART
WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made 随著掠过的风
mata... afuredasu ALL MY TEARS 溢出我所有的眼泪
* FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kono mama soba ni ite 就这样的留在我的身边
yoake ni, furueru, kokoro wo dakishimete 请拥抱这颗 因黎明而颤抖的心
OH! STAY WITH ME
AH... subete ga owareba ii Ah 让一切都结束吧
owari no nai kono yoru ni 在这漫长的夜里
AH... ushinau mono nante Ah 失去什么都好
nanimo nai anata dake 没关系只要有你
* repeat
AH... WILL YOU STAY WITH ME
kaze ga sugisaru made 风略过去了
mou dare yori mo soba ni 只希望有你在声旁
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
kore ijou arukenai 已经不能再支撑下去了
OH! TELL ME WHY, OH! TELL ME TRUE
oshiete ikiru imi wo 让我知道生存的真谛
FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM
afureru namida no naka 溢出的泪水中
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made 光辉的季节永远不变
FOREVER LOVE...
Edited: Hide was a guitarist, nt bassist. n this yr is his 9th anni, nt 10th. c, i said i wasnt a die hard fan......
Monday, May 14, 2007
Friday, May 11, 2007
Oh.My.God
i nearly died when i saw this. my jaw dropped n i cant close my mouth.
they r actually teaching ppl hw to play beyond's song guitar solo.
there r more on their website.
feel like crying suddenly.
they r actually teaching ppl hw to play beyond's song guitar solo.
there r more on their website.
feel like crying suddenly.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
New love
hee hee.
this is a new fav on my list.
i've always tot that blonds r all ugly bitches.
apparently, i'm wrong.
i'm going to swallow my words.
this gal is my new fav.
nadia underwood.
isnt she beautiful?
i love her lips.
sexy lady.
i love her
this is my personal fav.
i love her smiles.
she looked so lovable when she smile.
tune in to "beauty and the geeks" on ch 5, mondays at 11.30pm. u will c her.
fo quite a few episode b4 she gt eliminated.
woo hoo!!!!
this is a new fav on my list.
i've always tot that blonds r all ugly bitches.
apparently, i'm wrong.
i'm going to swallow my words.
this gal is my new fav.
nadia underwood.
isnt she beautiful?
i love her lips.
sexy lady.
i love her
this is my personal fav.
i love her smiles.
she looked so lovable when she smile.
tune in to "beauty and the geeks" on ch 5, mondays at 11.30pm. u will c her.
fo quite a few episode b4 she gt eliminated.
woo hoo!!!!
My morning
went to the doc this morning.
i'm having a v bad backache plus mutiple ulcers in my throat.
reached the clinic pretty early, so i went for bfast after i registered myself.
oh man. nw i noe y ppl hav bfast.
it is so enjoyable.
i sat alone in a nt so crowded hawker centre(weekday mah), eating my beehoon mee, sipping my teh si, looking at the ppl around me.
boy, wat an experience.
ok, i sound like a mountain tortise.
u c, i dun eat bfast at all on working days.
i oni eat bfast on weekends, PH n when i'm on leave.
n i always ate bfast at hm. seldom outside.
today is the first time in many many yrs that i've eaten bfast b4 i start work.
boy, i feel so blessed.
n happy.
a good bafst really make one's day.
nw i noe y they say bfast is impt.
it sure is.
anyway, back to the clinic.
i tell u, i'm so glad dat i noe smth abt drugs.
u c, i noticed smth amiss when the clinic asst gave me my medication.
she gave me a vaso-constrictor (for headaches)n a beta blocker.
i asked her "this one for headache rite?"
she replied "yes"
then i told her "but i dun hav headache"
then she told me "its actually pain killer, so its the same"
"r u sure" i asked her.
she then checked my case notes. then she realised, she gt the wrong med.
she returned w some cox inhibitor (for my backache), pregnisolone (for my stupid ulcers), n lozengens (for my throat), which i think, is more logical.
wtf.
lucky i noe smth abt drugs.
na beh. ltr die oso duno y.
ppl, make sure u look properly when u gt ur med from the clinic asst.
they might b wrong sometimes.
i'm having a v bad backache plus mutiple ulcers in my throat.
reached the clinic pretty early, so i went for bfast after i registered myself.
oh man. nw i noe y ppl hav bfast.
it is so enjoyable.
i sat alone in a nt so crowded hawker centre(weekday mah), eating my beehoon mee, sipping my teh si, looking at the ppl around me.
boy, wat an experience.
ok, i sound like a mountain tortise.
u c, i dun eat bfast at all on working days.
i oni eat bfast on weekends, PH n when i'm on leave.
n i always ate bfast at hm. seldom outside.
today is the first time in many many yrs that i've eaten bfast b4 i start work.
boy, i feel so blessed.
n happy.
a good bafst really make one's day.
nw i noe y they say bfast is impt.
it sure is.
anyway, back to the clinic.
i tell u, i'm so glad dat i noe smth abt drugs.
u c, i noticed smth amiss when the clinic asst gave me my medication.
she gave me a vaso-constrictor (for headaches)n a beta blocker.
i asked her "this one for headache rite?"
she replied "yes"
then i told her "but i dun hav headache"
then she told me "its actually pain killer, so its the same"
"r u sure" i asked her.
she then checked my case notes. then she realised, she gt the wrong med.
she returned w some cox inhibitor (for my backache), pregnisolone (for my stupid ulcers), n lozengens (for my throat), which i think, is more logical.
wtf.
lucky i noe smth abt drugs.
na beh. ltr die oso duno y.
ppl, make sure u look properly when u gt ur med from the clinic asst.
they might b wrong sometimes.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
That's it
ok. everything's cfm now.
i'll b starting a new job pretty soon.
n u bet i really like the job scope which is offered to me.
woo hoo!!!!
a new lease of life!!!!
v excited.
may b going overseas too.
will cfm after this weekend.
:)
i'm glad everything turned out well yesterday. u hav no idea hw worried i was for the past few weeks.
suddenly i feel better after so many mths.
although my bloody throat still gave me alot of problems.
gah.
i'll b starting a new job pretty soon.
n u bet i really like the job scope which is offered to me.
woo hoo!!!!
a new lease of life!!!!
v excited.
may b going overseas too.
will cfm after this weekend.
:)
i'm glad everything turned out well yesterday. u hav no idea hw worried i was for the past few weeks.
suddenly i feel better after so many mths.
although my bloody throat still gave me alot of problems.
gah.
Monday, May 07, 2007
Post-Mortem Report
Dear Sir/Mdm,
I regret to inform you that your precious son, THE BLUES, had passed away on the 6th May 2007, at Emirates stadium. As requested, we had performed a post-mortem test for your beloved son. The details of the post-mortem report are as follows.
The brain was found to have a presence of a poisonous substance called the “delusional-Illusionalist”. The poison infected all the main organs of the body, which in turn, tricked the other body parts to perform irrational and egoistic actions.
Further analysis suggested that the poison is actually caused by a fruit by the name of “sour grapes”. The poison of the fruit travels to the brain, which as a result, infect the brain with the poison.
The poison affect the “reward pathway” of the brain, causing THE BLUES to be unhappy, depressed, anxious and violent. Evidence can be found on 6th May 2007, whereby THE BLUES attacked THE GUNNERS for no apparent reasons.
The brain was clearly disorganized and disoriented when THE BLUES criticized on friend’s upbringing and educational background, not to mention that the brain also had the delusion of “the whole world is against me”. It was a clear fact that the brain is already in a terminal dysfunctional stage, where no more medication can cure.
We respect THE BLUES’s fighting spirit against the poison, but it was not enough for him to stay alive in this cruel world.
We classified this case as a case of “Bad Losers”, and it will be recorded in our books of “Guiness World Record” under the “Worst losers in EPL, and-still-dare-to-say-people-lousy-go-fuck-off-and-hug-terry” award.
Last but not least, we would like to show our deepest sympathy on your lost.
Yours truly,
Doctor Devils Dolittle
I regret to inform you that your precious son, THE BLUES, had passed away on the 6th May 2007, at Emirates stadium. As requested, we had performed a post-mortem test for your beloved son. The details of the post-mortem report are as follows.
The brain was found to have a presence of a poisonous substance called the “delusional-Illusionalist”. The poison infected all the main organs of the body, which in turn, tricked the other body parts to perform irrational and egoistic actions.
Further analysis suggested that the poison is actually caused by a fruit by the name of “sour grapes”. The poison of the fruit travels to the brain, which as a result, infect the brain with the poison.
The poison affect the “reward pathway” of the brain, causing THE BLUES to be unhappy, depressed, anxious and violent. Evidence can be found on 6th May 2007, whereby THE BLUES attacked THE GUNNERS for no apparent reasons.
The brain was clearly disorganized and disoriented when THE BLUES criticized on friend’s upbringing and educational background, not to mention that the brain also had the delusion of “the whole world is against me”. It was a clear fact that the brain is already in a terminal dysfunctional stage, where no more medication can cure.
We respect THE BLUES’s fighting spirit against the poison, but it was not enough for him to stay alive in this cruel world.
We classified this case as a case of “Bad Losers”, and it will be recorded in our books of “Guiness World Record” under the “Worst losers in EPL, and-still-dare-to-say-people-lousy-go-fuck-off-and-hug-terry” award.
Last but not least, we would like to show our deepest sympathy on your lost.
Yours truly,
Doctor Devils Dolittle
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Mulan porn?????
my sis was telling us dat day dat her fren's sis wanted to download the cartoon "mulan". the cartoon ended up to b a porn by the same name.
mulan????
anyway, was toking to my sis last nite b4 we sleep, cos we were suspecting dat my bro is downloading porn.
me: eh, he say dun off the internet, he using.
sis: orh.
me: download porn i think
sis: sure one la.
me: aiyo, y we take for granted
sis: he dun hav anything to load except porn mah
me: true la.....
after 5 mins.
me: eh, mulan.
sis: huh?
me: sekali he go download the mulan. porn.
sis: hahahahaha.........
me: i tell u, if there is really a porn call mulan, sure v fantastic one
sis: huh? y?
me: most of the porn dun hav story one mah. if hav storyline oso v lousy one. mulan lagi best. porn from the history.
sis:........... (starts to laugh)
me: then ah, they hav to invest in the costume la, cos mulan is in the gu dai (olden days), so muz hav armour one. but the shw oni 2 person la. cut cost.
sis: WTF!!!! (laughing non stop)
me: then the story lagi best. muz do trilogy.
sis: wah lau eh, the whole 2 hrs do nothing but fu** ah?
me: xiao! where gt porn so long one. the most 45 mins la.
sis: is it????
me: ya. so ah (i started to tok like the director of the shw), the part 1 of mulan will take place in the camp. she disguise as a man, mix into the camp. but gana found out by the general whom f*** her when he knew mulan is a she.
sis: (laughing hysterically)
me: then part 2, will happen on a horse.
sis: y horse?
me: cos war sure gt horse one mah.
sis: hahahahahahahaha
me: part 2 will oni last for half an hour la, cos too tired to do it on a horse. stunt. then part 3 will happen in the enemy camp.
sis: y?
me: cos mulan wo di (undercover). go to the other camp, found out that the guys r more handsome so go scr** by them.
sis: alamak!!! y wo di la. (laugh until no strength)
me: muz le, cos war mah, sure muz send spy. gd story rite? happy ending leh.
sis: wah lau. u go n b director la.
me: yaya. maybe i will sweep the awards.
sis: wtf.
after the conversation, my sis n i were coughing like hell from all the laughing.
ham bin man.
ps: the above conversation is another part from the "useless family conversation" category. it is nt meant to shw any discrimination or what so ever. any inconvenience (spelling) is regretted.
(nt happy dun read)
hahahaha
mulan????
anyway, was toking to my sis last nite b4 we sleep, cos we were suspecting dat my bro is downloading porn.
me: eh, he say dun off the internet, he using.
sis: orh.
me: download porn i think
sis: sure one la.
me: aiyo, y we take for granted
sis: he dun hav anything to load except porn mah
me: true la.....
after 5 mins.
me: eh, mulan.
sis: huh?
me: sekali he go download the mulan. porn.
sis: hahahahaha.........
me: i tell u, if there is really a porn call mulan, sure v fantastic one
sis: huh? y?
me: most of the porn dun hav story one mah. if hav storyline oso v lousy one. mulan lagi best. porn from the history.
sis:........... (starts to laugh)
me: then ah, they hav to invest in the costume la, cos mulan is in the gu dai (olden days), so muz hav armour one. but the shw oni 2 person la. cut cost.
sis: WTF!!!! (laughing non stop)
me: then the story lagi best. muz do trilogy.
sis: wah lau eh, the whole 2 hrs do nothing but fu** ah?
me: xiao! where gt porn so long one. the most 45 mins la.
sis: is it????
me: ya. so ah (i started to tok like the director of the shw), the part 1 of mulan will take place in the camp. she disguise as a man, mix into the camp. but gana found out by the general whom f*** her when he knew mulan is a she.
sis: (laughing hysterically)
me: then part 2, will happen on a horse.
sis: y horse?
me: cos war sure gt horse one mah.
sis: hahahahahahahaha
me: part 2 will oni last for half an hour la, cos too tired to do it on a horse. stunt. then part 3 will happen in the enemy camp.
sis: y?
me: cos mulan wo di (undercover). go to the other camp, found out that the guys r more handsome so go scr** by them.
sis: alamak!!! y wo di la. (laugh until no strength)
me: muz le, cos war mah, sure muz send spy. gd story rite? happy ending leh.
sis: wah lau. u go n b director la.
me: yaya. maybe i will sweep the awards.
sis: wtf.
after the conversation, my sis n i were coughing like hell from all the laughing.
ham bin man.
ps: the above conversation is another part from the "useless family conversation" category. it is nt meant to shw any discrimination or what so ever. any inconvenience (spelling) is regretted.
(nt happy dun read)
hahahaha
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Alot of pictures
HZ n i did some cooking at my hse over the weekend.
wanted to save some money by staying at hm (plus the stupid match is at 7.45pm, so we can go nowhere)
this is what HZ cooked.
minced meat w egg.
yum yum.
Chef at work. apparently, she dun wan to shw her face during cooking, regardless of hw many times i call out for her to look at the bloody screen.
i cooked this plate of cabbage.
this is oso my master piece. spicy seafood tou fu.
HZ's minced meat w egg.
wanted to save some money by staying at hm (plus the stupid match is at 7.45pm, so we can go nowhere)
this is what HZ cooked.
minced meat w egg.
yum yum.
Chef at work. apparently, she dun wan to shw her face during cooking, regardless of hw many times i call out for her to look at the bloody screen.bah.
i cooked this plate of cabbage. 
this is oso my master piece. spicy seafood tou fu. 
HZ's minced meat w egg.
we ate it w porridge (i cooked it as well.) look at HZ's happy face(ok, i forced her to smile. hahaha)
as i was in a jovial mood on monday, i decided to give HZ a treat. but she insisted on smth nt so ex, so we went jack's place at MS.
our fav escargots. yum yum.
look at the big fat oysters!!! i'm so bloody excited when i saw it.extremely juicy n satisfying!!!!
our table is full w food when our lobster bisque came. no choice, we r really hungry.
aiyo, y look so sleepy la.
this is better.
we went one fullerton to find a plc to chill. look wat we found.
the chair is so so comfortable. damn cosy by the river.
HZ nearly fell asleep on the chair.
this is wat i saw when i lie down on the chair. the moon is covered w clouds, but still shines brightly on the breezy night.
that sums up my PH eve.
i spent the whole of yesterday at hm, playing my onimusha. after 9hrs of battle (1hr dinner break), i finally completed the game. full time gamer.
hahaha.
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