My Activities Over the Past Few Months

okok.
i hav nt been updating for a long time.
here r some random pix of the "activities" i had after i came bk from taiwan.


me n baby went to this plc at esplanade for a drink n chit chat session.

baby making herself comfortable

me pose pose abit, machiam tourist.

the bar has some "glass cubicles" for guests spending 100 bucks n above. good for parties.

baby's drink. passion fruit magarita. look at the caramalized passion fruit floating on top. nice drink.

my mojito. currently my fav cocktail.

we ordered some food to share. this is the pork belly w mustard. not too bad.

i wun skip this once i find this on the menu. foie gras terrine.

seafood linguine. so so lor.

our view at nite. machiam post card rite?

as we tok, we got hungry. so we ordered more food. nt surprising. this is the pizza-duno-wat (u hav to forgive me la, so many mths ago.....)

souffle (duno wat flavour). not nice. our done on the outside, inside still v v mushy. too high temp.

baby n i oso had an hotel stay in sentosa few mths ago.

too stressed up w work la. need to relac abit.

our room

we went to the beach to hav a swim. (i swim, she soak)

after that, we went wash up n had our dinner in one of the restaurant downstairs. the food was really good! alough its more of a local cuisine, i muz say the chef really did a good job to balance the flavours. yumz!

baby happy w her food.

bfast buffet at the same restuarant

dun laugh at my hair. i was lazy to comb/style/brush them

baby n i went for the drama by ariel lim at esplanade.

we also went to jen's hse for dinner that mth.

i love her babies!!!

but they dun like me dat day, refused to let me carry them :(

super energetic babies lor. keep running around.

now i noe y my fren kept losing weight.

baby strike the jackpot when nat let her carry him. hmph, jealous la.

nat playing w his finger. cried like mad after this pix cos he accidentally bite on his finger. silly boy. hahaha.

giz was laughing n playing that day. super cute. i can forget my stress when i hear her laugh. love these kids.

baby n i went for the restaurant week in singapore.

i tell u, i had a hard time reserving tables!!!!!

those who duno wat is going on, pls go google "restaurant week".

trust me, its damn difficult to get tables.

but well, i manage to get one for the restaurant i've always wanted to try!!!!

v lucky.

the menu

baby happily waiting for our food.

me anticipating too.

warm foccacia bread served w olive oil n balsamic vinegar

the service was damn solid. they helped us to prepare both main course n dished them into 2 portions so that we can enjoy all the food included in the menu. superb! the squid ink spag is great!!! but i still prefer the one at valentino....(opps)

the veal. super duper nice. the nicely pan fried veal w the fragrant sauce is an orchestra of flavours. baby tot it was too salty though.

tiramisu. so so.
we concluded that we like valentino more......

hahhahaha.

baby n i went to mirama for jap buffet. my fav salmon skin handroll. comfort food. nv fail to cheer me up.

this fish soup is brilliant. sweet n tasty w a hint of lime. yumz.

"can i order MORE???"

my fav chix wings

swordfish sashimi. buttery n smooth. melts in ur mouth.

i tried some new recipes when my family was in HK for holiday.

n i managed to pull the "eggs ben" off.

the hollandaise sauce n the poached eggs were perfect!!!

baby loved it.

baby trying to help.

does it show "eat me"?

look at the egg yolk. oozing out.

i prepared a special dinner too.

using all new recipes.

damn daring.

spinach salad w bacon n mustard sauce.

lemon spaghetti w pan fried prawns. flop. too much cheese, damn salty....sigh.

chocolate molten cake. w vanilla ice cream (HGDZ)

hee. this was a success. will bake more of this nxt time. yumz.

went to double bay for dinner last nite.

baby keep asking me y the oyster got "mo mo"(hair) one.

erm....cos they r nt bald?

butternut soup w pine nuts. yumz

baby's cod. surprisingly firm n chewy. nt oily too. quite nice. look at the foam on the left side. it was called the crustacean foam. amazing combination w the fish. duno hw to describe the mouth feel. go try urself.

my pork dish. tender n juicy. but tat pricey though.

good dinner.
we wanted to go mandarin for some dessert.

BUT.......

i think the place i SUPER atas now.

n i was wearing slippers last nite.

hahahha.

maybe nxt time.

in the end, we went billy bombers for milkshake.

sorry ah, abit cheapskate.

but well, we've enjoyed it.

下一站幸福

心都碎了。



下一站幸福，你看了吗？

白色眼泪

the 灵感for this song is from baby.
she kept confusing the title of a song.
i might as well write smth that is close to the so called title.
hahahha.

my new composition.
it has been a while since i wrote smth.


《白色眼泪》

是谁轻抚我的脸
对我说着抱歉
泪水蔓延你指尖
你选择视而不见

是谁不顾一切的给
在谎言里爱得卑微
寂寞在心里盘旋
我选择轻描淡写

为你流的白色眼泪
我以为是单纯的宣言
想传达我的思念
好让你对我眷恋

为你流的白色眼泪
我以为是我真心的告解
想立透明的屏障
好阻止你的告别


我们之间
只有一公分的距离
你吸光了所有氧气
叫生命如何延续

我們之間

suddenly tot of my poly days.
there was this day whereby we juz had our dinner at bugis, n R, GZ and i were sitting at the mrt stn, waiting for train to go hm.
then we sang this song at the platform.
from wat i rem, it was a pretty sad day for R, cos he juz broke off w his gf or smth like dat.
we love this song to the max. i learnt how to sing it n continue to traumatise everyone in the computer lab the very next day.
a v good song by sky wu.

《我們之間》

付出多少　是不是就要拿回多少
在感情的世界裡　多少算多　多少算少

我對你好　是不是要你也對我好
在感情的天平上　什麼算好　什麼算不好

我們一路跟時間賽跑　我們一直和未來計較
跟往事的是是非非　對對錯錯　苦苦煎熬

哪一天我們才能清楚知道　我們曾在同一個地方停靠
（世上的事總是難以預料）
將往事的是是非非　對對錯錯　拋在腦後　都拋在腦後


世上真的有不計較付出的愛嗎？
我不確定。
我也還在尋找答案。

Love Life

嗨，家彣，虽然我不认识你，但我被你勇敢面对生命的勇气感动了。
希望你在天国会过得快乐。

我们都会好好珍惜生命。






Please support.
where ever u r.
希望你也会和他们一样，珍惜生命的每一秒。

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Heng or Suay?

i'm suffering from 2nd degree burn from high pressure steam.
happened last nite.
i was alone in the lab at 9 plus, n it happened. steam fr boiler jet out, burnt off one big pcs of skin on my right arm, scalded my feet. n i had a swollen knee cap due to a fall after dat as well.
MC 3 days, but still nd to work.
yes, i am working now.
v kut luct rite?

n my ass hurts fr the injection they gave me.

pain or nt?
u bet.
i still nd to complete my samples, mop the floor after dat.
then i took a cab n went to the hospital alone.
swee bor??
i am strong.

BUT PAIN. n i am walking w a limp now.
hope it dun leave any scars behind.

but i do think that i am quite heng.
y?
1) it didnt burn my FACE (i managed to block n crawl away b4 it hits my face, despite the pain of getting scalded)
2) i did nt fall the wrong way. my spine will hit the table if i fall backwards, i will hit the hot water bath if i fall to my left.
3) i managed to crawl away from the remaining high pressure steam b4 it burns deeper into my skin

how's dat?
heng or suay?
i think quite heng.

Paedophile

went for course on mon n tues at SIM.
took 156 bk hm, managed to get a seat.
there was this group of boys from a sec sch nearby, boarded the bus.
now, the story starts.
behind these boys, came an "uncle". he was smiling sheepishly as he came on the bus. he followed behind the boys, n got the seat infront of me.
the weird thing abt him is, he kept SMILING at the boy seating across. seconds ltr, i saw w my own eyes, he took out his hp, n snap pictures of the boy.
this was nt it.
after he snapped, he proudly scrolled down his hp screen. then i realised, he took MANY pix of the same boy b4 he came onto the bus.
he had been stalking the boy.
my god.
n he kept STARING at the boy.
after 20 mins, the uncle went to the back door of the bus, preparing to alight.
OMG.
he stood at the door, lean onto the ez-link machine, n OOGLED at the boy!!!!!!
makes me sick in the stomach.
n after he alighted, he SMILED victorously at the boy OUTSIDE the bus!!!!!
wah lau eh.

apparently, the boy n his classmate knew. cos the exchanged looks n showed relieve when the uncle went down the bus.
i will b scared out of my wits if i were him.

to all the parents out there, pls look after ur children(boys or girls). apparently, boys r nt spared from perverts either.
pls b careful.

Updates

had been super busy lately.
work until 8pm, then hav to walk all the way out to take a bus to mrt stn.
sigh.
super stressed too.
boss told me that day, if my results sucks, he will die.
pls lor, he is japanese leh. wun die one la.
i will.
if i dun have results.

so much of the retrenchments and infidelity summed up the events for my past few mths.
no, not jack neo.
i cant b bothered w him.
seem like my ex-staff oso hav his fair share of infidelity.
nt that i am surprised. i juz pity his wife.
poor woman.

so much to do, missed out MQ's bday.
sorry pal, i will make it up to u in apr, ok?
need to settle all the work stuff 1st.
n my parents' trip to HK.
sigh.
in charged of all the logistics, but nt invited to go w them.
hahaa.
wtf.

i will catch up w u guys when i hav a second to breathe, ok?

暗恋

我约你出来，是有话想跟你说。
在餐厅等你，好紧张。
这么多年朋友了，什么不能说的呢？
不，这次不一样。这些话，我从来不曾对你说过。
一定要亲口对你说。
我喜欢你。很久了。十年了。

你迟到了。
你会来吗？
我的心好忐忑，好不安。
啊！看到你了！
这里！
你好漂亮哦。跟十年前见到你时一样。那么有活力，笑容那么美丽。

你微笑了。也夸我今天打扮得很帅。
当然。为了和你跟相配，我当然得做足。

你说有重要的事要跟我说。
咦？怎么这么巧？我也有很重要的事跟你说。
不，你先说。我让你先说。
你笑得很开心，很美。
正当你想开口时，有个人在你旁边坐了下来。
咦？阿健怎么也会来这里？
我不解地看着你。
“老大，他都跟你说了吧？”阿健微笑地看着你。“我们在一起了。是你介绍我们认识的，所以第一个告诉你。”你看着阿健，笑得好甜。
“谢谢你，没有你的介绍，我想我不会遇到一个这么好的女人。”阿健对着目瞪口呆的我说。
他握起你的手，轻轻地吻了一下。
我的视线突然间变得很模糊。
是空气吗？怎么我觉得块窒息了？
还是，是你们的存在剥夺了我的氧气？
你问我怎么不说话。
哦，没什么。好惊讶哦。
很好嘛，你们很配啊。
很好。

你问我有什么要跟你说的。
没有。没什么。
你说我说话好小声，你听不见。

你不知道的是，
你听不见的，
还有我心碎的声音。

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《暗恋》~ 张智成

四目交接的时候
不要停留太久
适可而止的问候
关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索
妒嫉只能深锁如果忍不住寂寞
也不能对你说
啊 好朋友 啊 我的好朋友
不小心的沉默
不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些
什么会少一些
就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友
能不能有要求如果会发生什么
也是我想太多
啊 好朋友 就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你 变成了利剑
什么会被消灭 什么才会复
原那是我的底线
继续将你
暗恋