Upset

i am nt in my best of mood rite now.
it might be due to the clash i had w the cheena chix on tues.
till now, i still feel v upset abt it.
v affected.

i am nt a saint, dun ask me to cool down n relax.
i cant.
not so fast i guess.
y do i hav to go thru this again?
within a yr, i had been under monsters in work.
all pulled me down n humiliated me like hell.
i suay?
or is it that what they say about me is true?

am i the problem?

maybe.

y do i hav to take all these nonsense from others?
all the personal attacks, the anger, the tantrums......
all these nonsense.......

where are all the understanding n patience i need?
zero.
i get none.