你知不知道，我好爱你

“你知不知道，我好爱你”

刚刚看完这本书。
也还好。没有什么夸张的故事。就是淡淡地带出不同时代的人们如何表达自己的爱情。
但是，在作者的自序里，看到了这行文字：

“你知不知道，我好爱你”并没有标点符号。可以是“，”，“。”，“.......”，“？”或“！”
不同的标点符号，代表着不同的情感。

i definitely agree with him.

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他的心狂跳着。这是她第一次愿意单独与他见面。
这代表了什么呢？他不想去猜测，因为他不敢确定她是否也和自己一样喜欢对方。
他们吃完晚餐，他呆呆地，陪她走在乌节路上。一路上没说什么，就只是默默地走着。
“很晚了，我该回家了。”她说。
“哦。那好。”他回答。
“我到路口搭巴士。”
“我搭地铁。”
“哦......”她仿佛有些失望，“那再见了！”
“再见。”
她转身走了。
他却呆呆地站在原地。过了大概十秒钟，他如梦初醒般地跑向前，拉着她的手，在拥挤的街上，大声地对她说：“你知不知道，我好爱你！”

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她看了看手表。糟了。他约了她看五点半的电影，可是因为工作的关系，她迟到了。现在已经八点了。不知道他还在不在那里?手机又没电，无法联络上他。
好不容易，她赶到了戏院。四处看了看，并没看见他。
“他应该是走了吧......”她失望地对自己说。正当她想转身离开时，他从后面叫住了她。
她转身，看见他微笑着，抱着一大桶的爆米花，手上还提着两杯汽水和薯片。
“你再不来，我就把爆米花吃掉啦！”他笑着说。“你肚子饿吗？我刚刚去买了面包。给。”说完，从袋子里拿出一个香肠面包给她。
她傻了。看着眼前这个傻小子，眼眶湿了。她走向前，深深地吻了他。看着他惊讶的表情，对他说：“你知不知道，我好爱你？”

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她觉得今天的他很奇怪，可是又说不出一个所以然来。只是觉得他今天特别的紧张。
今天是他们在一起的两周年。他说邀请他吃顿丰富的晚餐，结果却是他亲自下厨，煮了好吃的法国料理。
他慌慌张张地跑到影响前面，放了张cd进去。
“我们不是还有甜品吗？”她问。
“是。等一下好吗？”他回答。cd播着他们最爱的歌，"Starry Night"
接着，他捧着她最爱的tiramisu，走了出来。边走，边唱着他们的歌。他把盘子放在她的面前。在盘子上，除了甜品以外，还摆着一只戒指。
他跪了下来，说：“你知不知道，我好爱你，”他握着她的手，“我答应你，会把全世界最好的都给你，让你的生命不再有恐惧、悲伤。Will you pick me up?”(tiramisu 在意大利文代表 "pick me up"）
她轻轻地点了点头。

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他超紧张的。结婚进行曲响起时，他更是双手发抖。
看着她和父亲慢慢地走向他，他感到无比的喜悦。
神父带领他们受着对彼此坚贞的誓言。他们的爱情升华了。
“你可以吻你的新娘了。”神父说。
这一刻，时间静止了。他们成了世界上最幸福的人。
看着她，他认真，坚定地说：“你知不知道，我好爱你。”
她微笑着，点了点头。

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他把她抱在怀里。两个人安静地享受着在一起的最后一刻。
她虚弱地握着他的手，默默地看着他。这些日子以来，他为了照顾她，憔悴了不少。
她不断地回想着他们在一起的日子。
他们如何相遇、相爱、结婚......
她又想着，如果离开了他，他该怎么活下去？
望着他，突然间，她有些疲倦了。她伸手摸了摸他的脸，轻轻地说：“你知不知道，我好爱你......”
然后，她睡着了......

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宝贝，你知不知道，我好爱你。

Color出头的Heart

was toking nonsense w my sis dat nite.
i was telling her abt the little heart (color out of the line one, obviously done by a kid) that was in one of my manager's cubicle.
our conversation.

sis: aiya, small kid sure color out one ma.....
me: ya la, obviously rite. i nt kid i oso color out.....
sis: come to think of it, i think i have done that too.......
me: eh??? really? so boliao ah?
sis: (starts giggling) ya ya, got v funny story.
me: who u gave the heart to?
sis: i act out the scene for u.

my sis was in kindergarden that time. she was happily coloring a heart (color 出头one la), when my dad approaches her......

dad: 哇，你做给mummy的啊？(smiling happily)
sis: 不是......(with a flirty, cocky tone n face)
dad: 做给我的啊？(smiling MORE)
sis: 不是......(still w the flirty, cocky face w a high pitch)
dad: ............(totally speechless n walked away sadly, w my sis still engross in coloring.....)

i laughed like hell when i heard dat.
my dad muz b real sad man.
my sis say she was so 大逆不道. i totally agreed.
so i asked her, who the heart was for.
she told me it was for the class monitor. she gave it to him IN FRONT of everybody.
then i asked the response.
she forgot liao.
i asked for the name.
she forgot liao.
she met him on the streets a few yrs after that, n she totally forgotten him, whereas ppl still chase up n call out to her (of cos la, i will oso rem if a xiao gin nah give me a color出头的heart).

hahahaha.
crappy.

CATS - The Musical

those who missed this musical ought to bang themselves against the wall.
only one word to descibe this musical.
BRILLIANT.
yes.
i was fantastic.
after waiting for like 16 years for this, i've finally watched it last nite.
my god. it was hell of an experience.
there were even cats looming at the audience area, juz to let u hav the "feel".
fantastic.
the choreography was at its best, the harmonisation, the vocals......my god.
wonderful.
it was the BEST musical ever.
i can say that it was even better than POTO.
serious.
i can't stop raving abt it.

the star "cat" of the show was a cheeky cat named "Rum Tum Tugger".
if i hav a chance to play (of cos NO chance. dream oni), i would wan to play this character.
v fun loving cat.
u can watch the performance below.

he's good, right?
we cant stop laughing once he worked his charm on stage.
i wan to say, again, brilliant (ok, my vocab v limited)

n of cos, the famous ever "Memory" by elaine paige.
too bad the cast was from aust this time round. but well, they r good too.

when she sang the song at the last part, wah, i was so touched. hair all standing, tears in my eyes (no kidding).

"Memory"

Daylight
See the dew on the sunflower
And a rose that is fading
Roses whither away
Like the sunflower
I yearn to turn my face to the dawn
I am waiting for the day . . .
Midnight
Not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory?
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight
The withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan
Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again
Every streetlamp
Seems to beat a fatalistic warning
Someone mutters
And the streetlamp gutters
And soon it will be morning
Daylight
I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I musn't give in
When the dawn comes
Tonight will be a memory too
And a new day will begin
Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The streetlamp dies, another night is over
Another day is dawning
Touch me
It's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my days in the sun
If you touch me
You'll understand what happiness is
Look
A new day has begun

super nice musical.

well done, CATS.

meow.