Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Is our life too stress?

i almost got killed last week.
ok, nt so kua zhang. but smth happened last week.
no worries.i'm fine. thank you v much
but it certainly (to a certain extend) made me think abt my life.
to b exact, life in singapore.
r we really that stress?
my colleagues are telling me that 24hrs a day is def nt sufficient for her.
i think so too.
too much to b done, too little time.
i worked until 9 plus yesterday, spent half an hr for lunch AND dinner, then went bk to work again until 3 plus in the morning.
woke up at 6 plus, came to work again.
seriously speaking, i'm fine w this kind of life.
but, is it worth?
i'm having a headache nw, n i noe, i'm going to fall sick soon.
is it worth?

i like to work hard, slog like a cow.
but hey, for who?
i wan to do it for myself.
but nw, it seemed like i'm doing it for the sake of doing it.
oh, wrong.
i do it bcos i wan to lift my head high when i leave this shit hole.
few of them r planning to leave already
u can sense the atmosphere
it is nt as rosy as it was before
n all of us knew it.
n we felt helpless.
demoralised to the tip already.
its strange, cos i hav a super high treshold for humilation, lots of work, crappy bosses.
but this one is really different from others i've met
i've met my match.
he wins, cos he's the biggest here.
n there is no way we can escape from his scrutiny n bombing.
they called him the atomic bomb.

me?
i called him moron.
egoistic airhead w lots of chemicals n toxins in his brain.
i've met my match.

hey, digress too much.
my pt is, i'm stressed up.
i need to release myself mentally.
is life in other countries better?
it certainly is, according to the ppl i've met these while.
i'm beginning to think like them too.
what abt u?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

our life is not too stressful. Maybe you are just in the wrong place at this moment.

Get out of the ship before you sink in too much.

life is getting harder globally. Change is constant in life. We need to adapt to it.