背叛

i'm pretty affected by what my colleague told me this afternoon during lunch.
well, its a typical story of hers.
u noe, her boyfren for 4 yrs got hooked up w another gal, blah blah blah.
then after breaking up for 1 yr, he came bk for her again.
n my colleague, whom looked strong n independent to me, actually shw another side of her.
i was suprised.
she told me "两个人在一起这么多年,怎么可能说忘记就忘记?"
true.
suddenly, she strike a chord in me.
n i sort of felt emotional again.
the thing is, this is a typical story.
u might hear it from ur fren, ur fren's fren.....
i'm sure u noe someone w this kind of experiences.
hw do u deal w it?
what will u do to someone u love so dearly for so long, but he/she betray ur trust?
hw will u react?
will u b a smart girl, expose him, although u noe the truth hurts?
or will u rather play dumb, n b happy?
which type of woman r u?


on my way hm after my piano class, i listened to this song for almost 10 times.
n i felt so sad.
dun worry, i'm fine.
sometimes u juz need some time alone n balance up the emotions which remain hidden during the day.
some feelings oni surfaced when u r alone.
for me, it will b the emotional, depressed me.
i need time alone to b like dat.
n i like the feeling.
yes, i'm pretty depressed rite nw.
but well, it will all b gone when i wake up tmr.
life is juz so pathetic that u hav to hide the true u to behave the way ppl tot was right.
pathetic.

yes, this is the song i listened to.
for 10 times.
a song written by Hebe.
i love this song.
the lyrics at the part "把爱坠落,让满地鲜红" is really an impact to me.
hurts so badly.


<<说你爱我>>

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
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