《假动作》

她站在篮球场外默默地看着。
看着在努力防守的峰，看着在场外替他加油的他的女友玲。
峰抢到篮板球，全速进攻。
轰！灌篮！
玲叫地比谁都大声：“峰好棒哦！”玲手舞足蹈着。
峰回过头来，对玲比了个“v”的手势，还扮了个鬼脸。玲开心地回敬他另一个鬼脸。
“好羡慕哦。”她淡淡地对自己说。
峰是全校最优秀的高材生。人长得又高又帅，球技也很好。最重要的事，他对女朋友呵护备至。就因为这样，很多女生都很喜欢峰。
而她总是在角落默默地注视着峰和玲，看着他们的亲密互动。
看着他们。就这样偷偷地看着他们，就可以开心一整天。

峰又攻进了一球。球场边的支持者在欢呼着。玲更是显得特别的兴奋。
峰转过身，突然看到了她。
她的心跳得很快、很快。
峰对她点了点头，微笑。
她马上转过身，快步地离开球场。
峰皱了皱眉，对自己耸耸肩，继续球赛。

她不知道走了多久，终于在一间无人的课室停了下来。
从这里望下去，可以清楚地看到篮球场。
“你知道我在这里看着你吗？”她自言自语。
“他知道。”她身后传来了一个声音。她慌张地转过头，看见玲站在门口。“我只是想把你刚刚落在球场的外套还给你。”玲把外套给她。她心里慌着、拼命地责怪自己：“一定是刚才太慌张了，把外套忘在球场。我真是白痴......”
玲尴尬地笑了笑，转身离开。
“等一等！”她叫住玲。“我想你是误会了。”
玲没回头，淡淡地说：“你别想否认了。我知道你喜欢峰。我常看见你躲在角落看着我们。”玲转过身，对她微笑：“没关系的。峰那么出色，我知道一定会有很多女生喜欢他。”玲苦笑，悠悠地说“我应该习惯的。”
“你真的误会了......”她慌张地想解释。
“你不需要否认。It's ok for me。真的。我知道我也只是个平凡的女生，而外面总会有比我更优秀的女生喜欢她。For me, I can only do my best......But I really don't mind。所以，你不需要再狡辩了。”玲说完话，正要离开时，她上前抓住了玲的手。玲被他的举动吓了一跳，静静地看着她。
“你真的误会了。”她眼眶泛红地说：“我喜欢的是你。”



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《假動作》

主唱：房祖名 作詞：小寒 作曲：黃韻仁


要不是他在眼前對你的愛憐
我想愛你的心將持續冬眠
夢被叫醒如何能疏遠
要不是你在耳邊對我吐真言
我想我會怎樣和你沒關聯
從此連見到你的臉 也能免則免
我明白知覺會因為視覺聽覺觸覺產生錯覺
於是要你誤解也不要你了解
揮揮手只是 假動作掩飾我
我深愛過的線索不該無理剝奪
該你的幸福結果
就算冷漠是 假動作沒有錯
我背負心碎藏躲獨自人海漂泊
為的只是要你能忘了我



要不是我開始在深陷的邊緣
沒想到那麼快就必須棄權
割捨所有的可能不允許剩一點
我明白知覺會因為視覺聽覺觸覺產生錯覺
於是要你誤解也不要你了解
揮揮手只是 假動作掩飾我
我深愛過的線索不該無理剝奪
該你的幸福結果
就算冷漠是 假動作沒有錯
我背負心碎藏躲獨自人海漂泊
為的只是要你能忘了我


兩人禁不起流言的挑撥
感情體質脆弱
人的骨子裡難免有許多
痛和不妥盡量躲過才能好好生活

揮揮手只是 放開你只是 假動作掩飾我
我深愛過的線索不該無理剝奪
該你的幸福結果
就算冷漠是 假動作沒有錯
我背負心碎藏躲獨自人海漂泊
為的只是要你能忘了我


嘿請你忘了我......

《飞》

眼前的选择让我眼花缭乱。可是都好贵啊！
“先生，我可以帮你吗？”店员殷情地问。为了不让她靠近我，我飞快地逃出便利商店。
她应该没闻到我身上的味道吧？
我已经五天没洗澡了。
而现在又是夏天，身体发出的汗臭味更是令人无法忍受。
我摸了摸口袋，发现只剩￥100，连买杯面都不够。
白痴。那我干嘛走进便利店啊？
不争气的肚子又开始叫了。可能是真的太饿了，腿一软，整个人就坐在大街上。
“别碰他！脏兮兮的！臭死了！”当一个可爱的小妹妹想把我扶起来时，她妈妈对她这样说。
我抬起头来，只见小妹妹睁大眼睛地看着我，然后，捏着鼻子，对着我说：“臭臭......”
我发现周围的人越来越多，大家围了过来，指指点点、窃窃私语。
头好晕。
是因为肚子太饿，还是因为周围太吵？
我不知道。
原本以为自己没什么力气了，没想到这时的我竟然还能很快地站起来。
咦？怎么身体突然那么轻啊？
飞了......
我也不知道我身体怎么了，脚都不听使唤，拼了命地跑，跑，跑。
咦？怎么搞的？
怎么跑到这里来？？？？？

我站在公司的顶楼。
这间在半年前把我裁掉的公司。
让我忽略我老婆和孩子，最后失去他们......的公司。
怎么会跑到这里来？？？？？

我往下一看，街上好多人。
对了，今天是周末，不用上班。
那为什么我会在这里？
对了，以前的周末，我都会回到这里。
上班。
错，是加班。
对了，一定是习惯。
一定是。
可是，他们已经把我辞退了。为什么我还要回来？

口袋空空的。
肚子空空的。
脑袋空空的。
心里空空的。
我的人生，
空空的。

我闭上眼睛。
往前。
飞。

Back from Japan....Going Taiwan AGAIN!!!!!

sorry for the lack of updates. hav been busy after i came back from japan and taiwan.
n i will b going to taiwan again in mid july n end of july (or start of august)
earn krisflyer points. hahaha
here r some random pix i took in japan.
went to a bbq shop near my hotel at abt 9 plus for a late dinner after check in
i was damn tempted to order the horse meat sashimi. no kidding. but super ex......

interior of the restaurant

my order of beef. yes folks, thats ALL. one serving like this for 1500 yen. wout veg, wout rice. juz a few pcs of beef.

the fire nearly burnt my camera.

i need more food. so i ordered a spicy tofu soup. as my japanese sucks, i tried to tok to them in english. big mistake. after 10 mins of hum-haw-ing, they went to the neighbour shop n asked an obasang (whose english is SUPERB) to come n b a translator. juz bcos i wan soup. pai seh.....

mcpork. i finally got my 1st bite of mcpork....ok lor, so so. too salty for me.

and yes, i manage to squeeze out abit of time after work to walk around. took the train (SUPER COMPLICATED!!!) to shinjuku. u noe, i went all the way there juz to look for this.

behold.......

PIERRE HERMES!!!!!!!

for those ppl who r damn clueless, i suggest u go google. pierre hermes is the original shop in paris that sells the world's BEST macaroons. and japan is the oni country outside paris to have the honour to hav their franchise set up. in tokyo, oni this shop in shinjuku.....

i was so so so so so so so so x infinity happy to buy one box back. i took the whole box back to singapore. yes, by air. n it cost me abt s$100 for 16 pcs.

even the box looks nice.

after buying the macaroons (n kena shoo-ed away cos we r nt supposed to take pix of the shop), i went to yamachan for their famous nagoya style chix wings.

they even hav pix to teach u how to eat the chix wing!

chix wings goes well w bee-lu

this dessert is wonderful. i can still rem the taste as i typed.fried popiah skin w mochi inside.yumz.

chix wings!!!!! ok la, not bad. i had 10 of this.

guess what???

ta dah.....for u to put ur chix bones. clean bones. explains hw nice the wings r.

karage, kns. nt nice. i felt cheated cos all i tasted was bones and cartilage. no meat one.

boss brought us to his fav ramen shop in shinjuku for dinner the following day after work.

the shop is famous for their pork broth. super rich n thick. u definitely cant find this taste in singapore. yumz.

i finished mine in 5 mins.

went walk around after dinner.

found a shop that sells all rocker and visual stuff. damn cool man the shop.

i will buy the whole shop if i can afford it.

hahaha. a ring cost 10k yen......my god.....

i took pix w the shop keeper there. he is actually v gentle n nice. spoke softly n nicely (in english!). n when i asked him for a pix, he agreed readily (n abit shy too!haha.) but i look like crap in my office wear w a fake rocker face....bleh.

my bfast b4 i went to the airport.

the macaroons r for my baby actually. look at how happy she is. worth all my trouble losing my way in tokyo to find them. :)

PS: look at wat my bro is doing in the background.....hahahahahaha

baby n i went to vivo "discovery" to look for C, but she was on MC dat day.....

well, we juz went n tried some of the food at the cafe.

sour dough bread....yumz.

baby being drama-mama again when she saw the amt of food we've ordered

love this cheese platter. yumz.

meat (ham) platter

white asparaghus

baby was nt in a good mood recently, so i've decided to cheer her up by bringing her to our fav restaurant for dinner (i reserved a table one mth ago lor)

super duper tasty grilled octopus.....juicy, soft, sweet, yet crispy outside w a tinge of char flavour.

braised beef cheek w risotto. molto bene!!!! the best risotto i've ever tasted in my life. the beef was soft, melts in your mouth, full of flavour....i am drooling as i typed this.....

the lobster linguine w pink sauce. yumz yumz yumz!!!!! i've never tasted lobster so juicy!!!!sweet n full of flavour from the sea....ma ma mia!!!!!!

v happy w her food.

baby's dessert platter

my tiramisu.

the meal is great!!!!

so good that we've already reserved our nxt dinner date w them in july.

for baby's bday.