Heng or Suay?

i'm suffering from 2nd degree burn from high pressure steam.
happened last nite.
i was alone in the lab at 9 plus, n it happened. steam fr boiler jet out, burnt off one big pcs of skin on my right arm, scalded my feet. n i had a swollen knee cap due to a fall after dat as well.
MC 3 days, but still nd to work.
yes, i am working now.
v kut luct rite?

n my ass hurts fr the injection they gave me.

pain or nt?
u bet.
i still nd to complete my samples, mop the floor after dat.
then i took a cab n went to the hospital alone.
swee bor??
i am strong.

BUT PAIN. n i am walking w a limp now.
hope it dun leave any scars behind.

but i do think that i am quite heng.
y?
1) it didnt burn my FACE (i managed to block n crawl away b4 it hits my face, despite the pain of getting scalded)
2) i did nt fall the wrong way. my spine will hit the table if i fall backwards, i will hit the hot water bath if i fall to my left.
3) i managed to crawl away from the remaining high pressure steam b4 it burns deeper into my skin

how's dat?
heng or suay?
i think quite heng.

Paedophile

went for course on mon n tues at SIM.
took 156 bk hm, managed to get a seat.
there was this group of boys from a sec sch nearby, boarded the bus.
now, the story starts.
behind these boys, came an "uncle". he was smiling sheepishly as he came on the bus. he followed behind the boys, n got the seat infront of me.
the weird thing abt him is, he kept SMILING at the boy seating across. seconds ltr, i saw w my own eyes, he took out his hp, n snap pictures of the boy.
this was nt it.
after he snapped, he proudly scrolled down his hp screen. then i realised, he took MANY pix of the same boy b4 he came onto the bus.
he had been stalking the boy.
my god.
n he kept STARING at the boy.
after 20 mins, the uncle went to the back door of the bus, preparing to alight.
OMG.
he stood at the door, lean onto the ez-link machine, n OOGLED at the boy!!!!!!
makes me sick in the stomach.
n after he alighted, he SMILED victorously at the boy OUTSIDE the bus!!!!!
wah lau eh.

apparently, the boy n his classmate knew. cos the exchanged looks n showed relieve when the uncle went down the bus.
i will b scared out of my wits if i were him.

to all the parents out there, pls look after ur children(boys or girls). apparently, boys r nt spared from perverts either.
pls b careful.

Updates

had been super busy lately.
work until 8pm, then hav to walk all the way out to take a bus to mrt stn.
sigh.
super stressed too.
boss told me that day, if my results sucks, he will die.
pls lor, he is japanese leh. wun die one la.
i will.
if i dun have results.

so much of the retrenchments and infidelity summed up the events for my past few mths.
no, not jack neo.
i cant b bothered w him.
seem like my ex-staff oso hav his fair share of infidelity.
nt that i am surprised. i juz pity his wife.
poor woman.

so much to do, missed out MQ's bday.
sorry pal, i will make it up to u in apr, ok?
need to settle all the work stuff 1st.
n my parents' trip to HK.
sigh.
in charged of all the logistics, but nt invited to go w them.
hahaa.
wtf.

i will catch up w u guys when i hav a second to breathe, ok?

暗恋

我约你出来，是有话想跟你说。
在餐厅等你，好紧张。
这么多年朋友了，什么不能说的呢？
不，这次不一样。这些话，我从来不曾对你说过。
一定要亲口对你说。
我喜欢你。很久了。十年了。

你迟到了。
你会来吗？
我的心好忐忑，好不安。
啊！看到你了！
这里！
你好漂亮哦。跟十年前见到你时一样。那么有活力，笑容那么美丽。

你微笑了。也夸我今天打扮得很帅。
当然。为了和你跟相配，我当然得做足。

你说有重要的事要跟我说。
咦？怎么这么巧？我也有很重要的事跟你说。
不，你先说。我让你先说。
你笑得很开心，很美。
正当你想开口时，有个人在你旁边坐了下来。
咦？阿健怎么也会来这里？
我不解地看着你。
“老大，他都跟你说了吧？”阿健微笑地看着你。“我们在一起了。是你介绍我们认识的，所以第一个告诉你。”你看着阿健，笑得好甜。
“谢谢你，没有你的介绍，我想我不会遇到一个这么好的女人。”阿健对着目瞪口呆的我说。
他握起你的手，轻轻地吻了一下。
我的视线突然间变得很模糊。
是空气吗？怎么我觉得块窒息了？
还是，是你们的存在剥夺了我的氧气？
你问我怎么不说话。
哦，没什么。好惊讶哦。
很好嘛，你们很配啊。
很好。

你问我有什么要跟你说的。
没有。没什么。
你说我说话好小声，你听不见。

你不知道的是，
你听不见的，
还有我心碎的声音。

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《暗恋》~ 张智成

四目交接的时候
不要停留太久
适可而止的问候
关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索
妒嫉只能深锁如果忍不住寂寞
也不能对你说
啊 好朋友 啊 我的好朋友
不小心的沉默
不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些
什么会少一些
就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友
能不能有要求如果会发生什么
也是我想太多
啊 好朋友 就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你 变成了利剑
什么会被消灭 什么才会复
原那是我的底线
继续将你
暗恋