Retro

ok, i noe u all r going to scold me for this.
hahaha.
retro abit.
my fav song.
retro.

<<恰似你的温柔>>

某年某月的某一天,
就象一张破碎的脸.
难以开口道再见,
就让一切走远.
这不是一件容易的事,
我们却都没有哭泣.
让它淡淡地来,
让它好好地去.
到如今年复一年,
我不能停止怀念.
怀念你,怀念从前.
但愿那海风再起,
只为那浪花的手,
恰似你的温柔.
某年某月的某一天,
就象一张破碎的脸.
难以开口道再见,
就让一切走远.
这不是一件容易的事,
我们却都没有哭泣.
让它淡淡地来,
让它好好地去.
到如今年复一年,
我不能停止怀念.
怀念你,怀念从前.
但愿那海风再起,
只为那浪花的手,
恰似你的温柔.
到如今年复一年,
我不能停止怀念.
怀念你,怀念从前.
但愿那海风再起,
只为那浪花的手,
恰似你的温柔.

My weekend

i had a pretty good weekend.
planned a dinner at the Blue Potato at merchant court.
the food was so so, but the service was superb.
staff were prompt to request, giving u personal space.
u c, me n HZ were the oni ones there at 7pm.
so we chose to sit near the pool (far end of the restaurant).
still, service was good.
here r some pix.

HZ was quite uncomfortable w the "personal" service. for me, its pretty cool though.

our table is by the pool. it was w a "waterfall-that-will-change-colour-after-30-secs". this is the colour HZ liked.

my view from my seat. fireworks (for the NDP rehersal) were seen behind us. unfortunately, it was being blocked by the stupid building on the right. blah.

the waiter insist to take a pix for us.

i wanted to take come "artistic" photos. pretty cool rite.

one more.

we went clarke quay to hav some drinks n chill out abit.

after a bottle of white wine at the restaurant, we still had sex on the beach, vodka lime, beer.....
that made us abit tipsy at the end of the session.
however, we enjoyed our nonsense at the pub.
no, i'm nt going to tell u wat we did. u go n think urself.
hee hee.

went for steamboat on sunday.
n this family whom sat behind HZ really irritated me alot.
freak.
they r a family of 4, 2 sons, parents.
the sons were yakking n shouting all the way as they sat down.
it was a pretty enclosed area, so it was really noisy.
the mum n sons arrived 1st, followed by the dad.
i tell u, i really wanted to throw the soup onto his face as the dinner proceeded.
damn asshole.
as he was sitting down, he asked his wife,"wat soup did u order?"
the wife ans him,"oh, since the kids n i dun eat spicy stuff, i ordered chix soup"
the stupid man shouted at her "hw can u b so selfish??? i WANT to eat the spicy one!!!"
freak.
he made his wife walk out to change the soup.
ok, family biz, nt my prob.
then as they ate, the husband commanded the wife " eh, i wan to eat tau kee, order for me"
hello, the waitress was JUST BESIDE him.
yes, he could hav turned his bloody heavy pig head to tell the waitress.
no, he didnt.
he freaking ask his wife do it.
his wife then told him "but the kids dun eat leh"
he shouted " i eat lah!!!! what's the prob!!!"
ta ma de.
the waitress heard him n took his order though.
i juz shook my head.
then, the wife commented on the way one of their son ate. she said w a laugh " eh, look at ur son, y he eat like dat one?"
u noe wat the bastard say?
he say " u teach one what, isnt it?"
the wife kept quiet n look at the floor.
throughout the dinner, the wife tried to tok to him, but always get snubbed by the husband.
wtf.
after the dinner, the man commanded the wife to walk to the cashier n pay, while he sat there comfortably (spelling?), drinking his soup, dozing off.
wah lau.
why gt this kind of ppl one???????
i cant stand it man.
i told HZ, pls open ur big eyes n look at the person properly b4 u marry him.
sigh.
y do u marry this kind of man in the 1st place????
i dun understand.
at all.
hw i wish i can pour my soup over his head.
the spicy one, that is. since he liked it so much.
fu** off, u freak.

Our 11 years

today is the day.
the day we engaged each other as close frens.
11 yrs ago.
it has been a long time.
n we've went thru so so much.
all those heartbreaks n happy moments.
i'm glad that all of u were there when we needed each other.
i'm glad to share every emotion in my life w u guys.
i couldnt imagine life wout u ppl.
u guys r great.

thank you so much for everything.
for these 11 yrs.

happy anniversary.

love u guys.

自我催眠

<<自我催眠>>
人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

背叛

i'm pretty affected by what my colleague told me this afternoon during lunch.
well, its a typical story of hers.
u noe, her boyfren for 4 yrs got hooked up w another gal, blah blah blah.
then after breaking up for 1 yr, he came bk for her again.
n my colleague, whom looked strong n independent to me, actually shw another side of her.
i was suprised.
she told me "两个人在一起这么多年,怎么可能说忘记就忘记?"
true.
suddenly, she strike a chord in me.
n i sort of felt emotional again.
the thing is, this is a typical story.
u might hear it from ur fren, ur fren's fren.....
i'm sure u noe someone w this kind of experiences.
hw do u deal w it?
what will u do to someone u love so dearly for so long, but he/she betray ur trust?
hw will u react?
will u b a smart girl, expose him, although u noe the truth hurts?
or will u rather play dumb, n b happy?
which type of woman r u?


on my way hm after my piano class, i listened to this song for almost 10 times.
n i felt so sad.
dun worry, i'm fine.
sometimes u juz need some time alone n balance up the emotions which remain hidden during the day.
some feelings oni surfaced when u r alone.
for me, it will b the emotional, depressed me.
i need time alone to b like dat.
n i like the feeling.
yes, i'm pretty depressed rite nw.
but well, it will all b gone when i wake up tmr.
life is juz so pathetic that u hav to hide the true u to behave the way ppl tot was right.
pathetic.

yes, this is the song i listened to.
for 10 times.
a song written by Hebe.
i love this song.
the lyrics at the part "把爱坠落,让满地鲜红" is really an impact to me.
hurts so badly.


<<说你爱我>>

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

My God

he's good.
he's sexy.
he's funny.
he's naughty.
he's sincere.
he's powerful.
he's flawless.
he's charming.
he's bashful.
he's talented.
he's the BEST.
He
is
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Jacky Cheung

i went to his concert on friday.
he 's the GOD of cantopop.
at age 46, he still can dance like a teenager.
at age 46, he still hav the stamina to sing for 3.5hrs.
to me, no one can replace his status or position in the music industry.
he is the best.
no matter what u say.
i'm glad i went.
very glad.

he is the oni one......
when he sang this song, i was so touched.
i used to think it was a crap song.
but.
i suddenly felt tear roll down my cheeks.
as the title suggested, my heart felt as if being pierced thru.

n it bled.
suddenly, lots of memories came flooding back to me.
it was overwhelming.


<<心如刀割>>

我的天是灰色
我的心是蓝色
触摸着你的心
竟是透明的

你的悠然自得
我却束手无策
我的心痛竟是你的快乐

其实我不想对你恋恋不舍
但什么让我辗转反侧
不觉我说着说着天就亮了
我的唇角尝到一种苦涩

我是真的为你哭了
你是真的随他走了
就在这一刻
全世界伤心角色又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了
你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了我都舍得
除了让你知道我心如刀割


then i realised, the lyrics was so good.

Dinner w my family

went for dinner w my family on tues (cos mum is "off" that day)
brought them to my dad's fav chinese restaurant at suntec. it was sort of a belated father's day celebration. so, yah.
here r some of the pix we took in the restaurant.



dad looking at the menu. hmm.....wat to eat neh????


dad waiting for the food.


bro n sis waiting to feast on the food. look at the contrast in expression between them. one v excited one v restless


this is the "buddha jump over the wall". everyone will hav 1. look at the sharkfin n abalone. super yummy!!!!


yes, i noe, i've ordered ALOT of food. buffet mah, muz EAT!!!!


sis enjoying her soup. i told u, it is yummy.


mum "promoting" her peking duck. she will make a good spokesperson.


my sis is pretty satisfied after the meal.



mum & dad.


our 1st family portriat



one more!!!!


there's a story abt this pix.

v funny.
we were taking a bus hm from tpy. mum n dad sat infront of us la.
mum was pretty tired, so she's resting her head on my dad's shoulder.
i quickly took my cam to take pix.
but mum was quick enuff to "withdraw" her head.
so the pix is like half half.
the funniest thing is, when i took the pix, there was a flash.
my dad turned n asked my mum
"di diang hip xiong?????" (teochew - who's taking photo???)

my sis n i were giggling behind them.
abviously, my dad doesnt noe abt us taking this pix of them la.
so funny.
i love my family.

Last Friday

yaya, i noe, i havent been updating my blog since donkey yrs ago.
cant blame me la. i am always too tired when i reach hm.
anyway, i met up w few of the babes last friday to celebrate (belated) yx's bday
was thinking of doing mei mei's bday as well, but she gt pretty traumatised by an unfortunate incident the day b4, so i asked her to rest at hm.
anyway, these r the pics we took that day. pretty cool.


MQ n YX. this cake was given to us FOC, cos i told the manager that "its my fren's bday today...." hahahaha. smart rite.


YX chose an italian restaurant, although MQ kept asking her to choose hotstones. i ordered a plate of linguine (spelling?) w pesto sauce, basil n pine nuts. i can oni say i dun quite like it.


MQ w her BIG FAT "babi". hahahaha....its nt pork for ur info, its a spring chix w some rosemary potatoes. we kept making fun of the dish cos it had "babi" in its name.


Me n YX. yes, i look sleepy. i'm pretty tired after my work n piano class.


went to a club in clarke quay. n no, i am nt pole dancing. stop laughing.


personally, i quite like this pix. but the stupid MQ, told us to retake cos the straw covered her face. crap.


i tell u, we took like 100 shots to get this pix right. (ok, nt so many, but many times) its good that i can still smile. nt bad la


MQ n i were fighting over the mudpie. this is an NG shot anyway. nt fierce enuff.


our dear WK came at like 2 plus in the morning. we waited like mad for her.

well, that sums up our day.
all too shack to tok much though.
maybe nxt time.

蜻蜓

那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光……

可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。

一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗”


天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。

幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。


轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。


蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。
這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。


第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常常去看望自己的戀人了。她的肩被男醫生輕擁著﹐臉被男醫生輕輕地吻著﹐根本沒有時間去留意一隻傷心的蜻蜓﹐更沒有心情去懷唸過去。


上帝約定的三年期限很快就要到了。就在最後一天﹐蜻蜓昔日的戀人跟那個男醫生舉行了婚禮。
蜻蜓悄悄地飛進教堂﹐落在上帝的肩膀上﹐他聽到下面的戀人對上帝發誓說﹕我願意﹗他看著那個男醫生把戒指戴到昔日戀人的手上﹐然後看著他們甜蜜地親吻著。蜻蜓流下了傷心的淚水。


上帝嘆息著﹕“你後悔了嗎﹖”蜻蜓擦乾了眼淚﹕“沒有﹗”上帝又帶著一絲愉悅說﹕“那麼﹐明天你就可以變回你自己了。”蜻蜓搖了搖頭﹕“就讓我做一輩子蜻蜓吧……”

有些緣份是註定要失去的。愛一個人不一定要擁有﹐但擁有一個人就一定要好好去愛他。
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你的肩上有蜻蜓嗎﹖